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September 5,2006

巨大的孤寂毀滅者 Low – The Great Destroyer


就這樣從小小三層櫃中，把Low拿了出來，注視著封面好一會兒，將唱片拿出，放進音響中。也許這正是我需要的，一種巨大的孤寂哀傷感，將我的雙重性格用力的破壞、擊碎、腐蝕…….


抽著煙，在外頭總是似乎一附不在乎、不在意、充滿著熱情笑容的我，一但關到靜謐的房間之中，卻又恍然進入了另外一個世界。


裝瘋賣傻、眾人間開玩笑的對象、眾人所信賴的對象，我似乎庸庸碌碌忙碌不堪，盡自己最大的力量去幫助需要幫助的人，但

有誰了解我呢？


秋天到了，聖路易的天氣也開始轉涼，現在聽Low好像太早了，季節不對…….但我需要這樣的聲音，狠狠地將我打入那無邊境的地獄之中，烈火燒灼著我的內心，不斷地滴血……


兩個月不到，即將重返台灣 我最愛的家鄉台南，重新面對一個新的開始，在補習班裡和一群該死我痛恨的法律學生一起補習準備國考；在學校裝瘋賣傻似的用力將自己所學教給也許對法律根本沒那麼大興趣的人；在事務所和需要幫助的當事人對談；在搖滾音樂研究社中帶上另外一張開朗表情的面具 將自以為是的好音樂推廣出去///


The Great Destroyer，Low成軍以來聲響最巨大的一張專輯，你總是會這樣聽著，聽著這對夫妻好像很平實的聲音合唱著，但潛藏在深處，卻是那無窮止盡的哀傷。


那鼓用力的敲擊、那吉他用力的狂刷、那歌聲瀰漫在帶有煙味的空氣之中


無須解釋太多，寂寞的靈魂，也許永遠找不到一個真正的出口


我悶、我苦、我樂、我悲、我累、我


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台灣早上清晨七點打開電腦看到這篇文章時
心裏是不忍與心疼的

在異國求學的遊子
情緒總是極端敏感
必須面對一個赤裸裸的自己
身邊沒有任何人可以拯救內心那巨大的悲傷或者是靜止的哀愁
只能獨自默默的承受
只好告訴自己
忍耐一陣子
過了就好了
而這種循環卻是傷人最深

加油
我的朋友
在寂寞的心靈裡還是有永恆陽光存在的可能
Next Stop may be a wonderland if we hold on.
Posted by 粉紅機器人六號 at September 5,2006 07:21
Hi,

好巧啊!我心情灰到一個黑時也有拿出這張cd來"負負得正"
常來這光顧,你的文字總帶著一股活力和對音樂的傻勁熱情,
每一個人都是一個問號,旁人也很難理解,
只能給予你這幾行字,加油喔!音樂癡!
Posted by Moi,Carole at September 5,2006 08:53
to 馬瓜:
恩...這種心情很像我常說的"正處於撞牆期"，
雖然不是聖誕節，不過分享一下這MV，想像自己就是座上席的主角，放輕鬆一下^____^
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Posted by 吐司 at September 5,2006 21:43
唼
這張超讚的耶….
我竟然有種”竟被你搶先一步po出來”的莫名其妙的感覺，，
Orz……

嗚~~那我也要把它抓出來聽！

猜想若你回臺灣應該就會情緒思維稍微正常了吧！？？
就不會有所謂的雙重性格找不到真正的出口，
你應該要自己勇敢解決、、、、、、、

(((老實說我不太愛開你玩笑)))
Posted by 艾莉兒 at September 6,2006 01:58
乖~~~~~
回來請你去榕樹下喝生啤
Posted by 黃嘎瑪 at September 6,2006 22:33
to 粉紅機器人六號,
感謝大哥的鼓勵!
我想我常會憂鬱過頭,並且替別人著想太多,我是朋友眼中的濫好人!
我會嚐試調適自己的情緒,並且為更多的人付出,完成所有我所想完成的夢想!

真心感謝大哥的鼓勵!

to Moi,Carole,
一樣要說聲謝謝,Low對我來說,會加深自己原本就很悲傷的情緒,下次希望也會像你一樣可以擁有負負得正的效果!

我會加油的!音樂狂人馬瓜,哈哈哈!!!

to 吐司,
謝謝你的連結,我會好好看看的!

to 艾莉兒,
其實......

我是很嚴肅的人!
哈哈哈!!!

to 被打,
一句話!!!

到時候不要翻臉不認人阿!!!
Posted by 馬瓜 at September 8,2006 10:04
Hopefully soon you will find peace in your selected profession. Isn't it the adjustment we all have to make moving from one phase of our life to the next? At least music will always be there no matter what. We all have our own comfort music to fall back on and I've never heard of this one you wrote about. Will try it if I get a chance.

Talking about the healing power of music, someone wrote years ago about the infamous Unabomber (the mail-bomb killer who was a PHD in math that turned angry to the world's industrialization) that most people in the 70's satisfied their fascination on escapism by listening to Neil Young's "On The Beach" and avoided hatred. Got a good laugh when I read it. How much truth in it, I don't know. Nice thought, nonetheless.
Posted by yando at September 10,2006 05:01
ya, just like what you said at least music is always accompany with us no matter how sad how happy we are.

I think you will like Low since their music though not has so many differences from albums to albums but they still worth a shot. It's kind of sadness, all right! Music critics called it "Sadcore" or "Slowcore", whatever.

I also read some articles or books discussing about the power of music treatment. For me I believe it and I think everyone who love music with consciousness should also believe it. It brings us power and sometimes will change our status of mind.

"On the Beach." I will give it a try after going back to Taiwan.
Posted by 馬瓜 at September 11,2006 08:25
放心!!
已經跟榕樹下預約五大桌
保證會給瓜爺做足面子
接風接風啊~~~~~~~~~(敬酒)
Posted by 我是嘎瑪 at September 11,2006 18:31
有看到的都一起去吧!!
把馬瓜灌到爆表 哈哈
Posted by 吐司 at September 12,2006 19:20
to 嘎馬,
有一小桌就很開心啦!!!
你說的喔!我準備被請啦~~~

to 吐司,
我外號千杯不醉,想灌到我爆表很難!
歡迎一起來挑戰!
哈哈!
Posted by 馬瓜 at September 21,2006 09:02
哈哈..我沒酒量
但是 我"轎效"很好
能在這認識你真的很開心就是
Posted by 吐司 at September 21,2006 22:08
能在這裡認識一樣愛好音樂的大家也是我的榮幸!
請吐司兄不要太客氣了~~~我很害羞的!
Posted by 馬瓜 at September 28,2006 03:27
一直偷偷地慢慢地從你這邊獲取一些資訊。
喜歡你情感地有自己故事地描述音樂，
也大多很對我的口味，
讓我覺得能選擇跟著你的路去見音樂的世界。

一直到此篇The Great Destroyer，
也是我一種從未真認真聽卻又莫名所以愛的團Low。
大概就像版主所說的，
每每關進房裡就恍如隔世一般吧。
那巨大的毀滅者。

直到今天才敢上此留言。

祝好。
Posted by silfish at October 3,2006 00:47
to silfish,
感謝你的留言!真心感謝著!
會來這邊的朋友我相信都是一樣喜愛著音樂!
有時候我覺得,音樂的好聽與否,除了他旋律本身的優不優美是個決定因素外,外在環境與時空的變遷,往往會替音樂添加上不少的色彩.
那時候的我,聽Low的音樂會哭泣,現在的我也許會微笑,但以後的我呢?就不清楚了.

希望您願意多發言討論,我會盡力回應的!
Posted by 馬瓜 at October 5,2006 02:47
好恐怖、你推薦專輯用的照片嚇到我了！可惡！！！
還有，你幹嘛聽LOW這麼傷心，台南秋天到了，每天都很涼爽喔！吆呼～～
Posted by 顆粒 at October 6,2006 05:08
幹!真的有專輯封面嚇人的回應ㄟ!!!

秋天到了歸到了~身體還是要好保重阿!
Posted by 馬瓜 at December 10,2006 17:26
Just so you know, thanks to you, I picked up this one by Low and got destroyed many times over. Depressing? Are you sure it's not your head messing with you? The guitar sound was rather warm to me. I am loving it. Not very technical, but the wavelength is just about right, hitting me left and right. With depressing music this good, who needs uplifting one.
Posted by yando at April 3,2007 07:50
Sometimes it's kind of rescue when listen to their music, you got destroyed but you know that you need to recover sooner or later. I love this album totally, and I believe we all can find hope deep inside, no matter what kinds of music.
Posted by 馬瓜 at May 4,2007 14:40
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