ウェンジ リ。夜航

「 its typhoon outside u think? the wind is so strong」
「yes T1」

「hey wengi i'll be going seoul this monday」
「wow cool ~ but i don't feel good abt korean .
they r loud and rude .....」
「well ~ i am not going there to love them ! 」

「and drag money from u 」
「must be the case 」
「 i merely got robbed by the taxi driver
1998 / 10 years way back ; transfered alone at Pusan
Ride on cab alone to the local motel ... 」

「 it was a lover hotel where old man + mistress had sex .
they made horrible noise there ,its quiet wet dark secret motel .
very inner street district ... they had boxes of condom in the drawer」
「who made horrible noise? the old man and mistress? 」

「ya ...they giggling & laughing like hell outside .....
the Korean Air gave it as a package
cheap ...they even upgrade me to business class ...」

「What airline u flies with always?」
「usually my company offers Cathay in asia .」
「on business class?」
「yes」
「wow good」

「well mostly i offer my seat to someone in economy ;
usually some nice old guy and i take their seat in economy .」
「wow really ,such a good kid.」
「i don't like business class, or first ...」
「wow ~ exchange wiv a young lady like me will u?」
「sure i will .」

「you can even take up my hotel room the company gives me」
「 bcoz u dont enjoy drinking any liqour ,isnt it ??!」
「that 5 star non-sense is not my cup of tea」

「5 stars hotel ? wow ...lets exhcange life & fortune ?!」
「 u be me as houeswife...i be u as businessman .」
「good . but i rather go all year on travelling .....」
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「 u alone in this trip?」
「 yes 」

「They don't really speak english uknow
and they drink at night like dogs !!」

「Haha my collegue had warned me for that .
if its North Korea ; then i would love to go
but dumb people in north ,don't give visas 」

「 hey ~ ! DONTgo N Korea 」
「 i know i can't no visa to go .....」
「 shit~ ! u like to go !! aw ~ i hate u 」

「hey you'll like it if you go too !
usually countries which have bad name
or reputation outside they are really nicer 」
「i seriously dont !! i will die there ......」

「u said its friendly ppl in Laos ?!
i just read one girl's blog story ,
her bag was robbed by Laos ;
the first day she arrived there ....... 」

「well your bag can get robbed in NY !
some guy will shoot you there for 100 dollars !
Crime is every where 」
「thats true also...... hmmm」

「 but in these lesser known countries;
people are much more genuine and nice( 真和善 ) .
in NY if you are dying on street ;no one would give a damn !~
but if same happens in say cambodia or some such place ,
they'll rush you to nearest hospital ! 」

「 i think u r freindly and smart , Calvin .
thats why u r safe anywhere .
For me Its all depend on personal luck. 」
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「you know i 've applied with a Volunteer organisation」
「 where u go ?」
「aid relief worker.i don't know yet, but i am hoping to go pyonyang.
Let's see how it goes ; i'll get my annual holiday early next year」

「My God ! u may died earlier than i !
i have to pray for u then ; u left me alone this time」
「 i won't. Helping others never kill you !
wengi If you can go , go with me ! 」
))) haa ? 我有無聽錯呀 ?? 叫我陪同他一起去北韓做善事 ??!

「 but what can u to do to help them ?! 」
「 i can serve them food, help them clean up... talk to them ,
make them laugh .....anything which i can do !

wengi, you have a very open mind and
you are very intelligent to grasp realities of life .
All the qualities of a good traveller .....」

「 i had traveled since 15 !
its abt 15 years already i feel damn tired !!
how nice if u came into my life earlier ,
i shall had more mood to go wiv u then ...」

「 Never mind . we can't change the past ,
even god can't change the past !
but we can change the future ,
we have the power to change. 」

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「anyway if i go there ,
do you want me to send you a post card?」
「 No thanks . i hope u come back alive 」
i hope u will survive Calvin !」
「sure i will ! i always survive .....
i am only dead when i stop challenging myself ! 」

「u are excatly just like the Viet businessman in past life ,
always travel around to danger places !!
excatly the same i saw it in my meditate dream 」

「Once you do it even one time you'll understand
its really easy and nothing dangerous as many people think」

「No i had enough advanture in my whole childhood life !
i went to Japan alone ran away from home for 5 years ;
and survived in HK 5 years alone too ...it's been a hell long time .
i hate them all...i had enough la !!」

「then do you get bored?」
「 i m bored and thinking of end this miserable shit as soon ! 」

「 That's why you should travel more ; not to some exotic place !
or crap like that .....go some rough places !!
Reality is always rough !」

「i came from a rough country Calvin !」
「 then you should be more tough ! 」

「i'm tough enough until i think of nothin more to go on .
Nothing left at the end, i mean 」


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「Calvin .i think u may live a long life, coz u have strong mind 」
「Not sure but i have one very strong thing
=>strong will .Nobody and nothing can break it ! 」
「 Cool then ~~」

「Heart can be broken ;
Love can be dead ;
Feelings can be crushed ;
Dreams can be broken
but Spirit and Will = only thing that can't be defeated」

「Calvin u r good potential to become Buddhist 」
「Thanks ~ Lord Buddha will be happy 」

「Maybe u r one of those LIve Budhha !
you know what is “Live Buddha” ? (我想說、你很像人間菩薩)
They already been into Buddha path ;
they come back to the earth ,to heal & help ppl around 」

「haha ! don't say that ; buddha will get angry on you.
Buddha's don't smoke , don’t drink coke, don't eat meat.. ..」

「Buddha is not god !!
Buddha is you,Buddha is me !!
everyone can bcome Buddha 」

「True, but since i have you,
i am not planning to be a monk !! 」

「 u dont have to be monk ~
its all what ur mind working out ; the MIND thing ! 」

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Calvin 送給你聽 ; 雖然你聽不懂國語 。。。
☆～ 勇氣 by 梁靜茹