November 14,2005

孩子,我羨慕你

        看著你的中文學習筆記簿,井然有序,還詳列日期時間。再後面幾頁還有你自學樂理的筆記,各種顏色的記號看得出你的認真,你說因為你有在自己寫歌。

        還記得你說你學音樂的原因,你說之前你並不喜歡鋼琴聲,因為覺得姊姊每天彈鋼琴很吵,有天姊姊不在家了你反而想念起鋼琴聲而開始學音樂學吉他。並對我要有樂譜才能彈首曲子感到驚訝,讓我了解其實我不懂鋼琴吧而你,學吉他才兩年就能聽音自彈並作曲。

        你拿了我的法文課本念了起來,說你學了七年法文、五年西班牙文。我說:「那你現在是會英文、德文、法文、西班牙文、中文、外加廣東話囉!」當下,我真不知道我唸這外文系是要幹麻的…=.=

        你說你只念你覺得重要的,我問那何是你覺得重要的?你說你會在這一年的服役期間決定,然後回去時決定唸哪一間大學。

        There is a passion inside!這是最近發現的一部好片《Center Stage》主題曲中的一句歌詞,我很愛這句。如何讓一個人這樣堅持努力去做好一件事,真的就是那股「熱情」吧!

        孩子,我真的很羨慕你,或許是因為台灣跟德國的教育不同,也或許是你天資聰穎,清楚知道自己要什麼並給予熱情去達到它。直到高中,我才知道原來人生不是只有讀書升學考試這一條路可以走,我已經花了將近要二十年的「熱情」在我赫然發現我不想到的東西上面,沒有後悔,因為我換來了現在這些是值得的,但我現在試著改變,雖然有時會徬徨,但我唯一的信仰就是「熱情」。現在這個大家都談論blue ocean的時代,我實在不想再聽到什麼「加強競爭力」等字眼了...爭來爭去真的好累...

There's a passion insideAn inner strength that drivesCan't nobody take that away from you 

Don't get lost in the crowdBe the one to be strongAnd to live aroundMoving from dark to lightYou are the sparkYou have the fireYou are the heartNow be a believer



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hi xiao-xia,
how is it going? did you get my mail about my photos?
maybe there is something wrong in our education system, so we always don't know what we want, but i will try to change my life, and i wish i'll know the answer after this year.
i will tell you the result next year, and i wish you will also know what you want, at that time please tell me your target!!
see you next year!!
chenchen
Posted by chenchen at October 27,2007 09:43

to chenchen
Nice to hear u from so far away
hope everything is fine there:)
i got ur web album, seems great!
i had already know what is my target;) hope i can achieve it when u come back!



Posted by Xiao Xia at October 27,2007 09:43