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全部留在心中
我們又啟程了"

"外向人格,樂觀,社交技巧強,自尊
與幸福有正相關
主觀幸福的研究顯示
人們能適應自己的處境,適應處境的改變,用新的角度評價所發生的事
同樣是通往幸福的一條路
研究顯示
追求幸福永遠有希望
即使生活的際遇如何
挫折頻頻降臨
困難重重也好
先天不足或後天坎坷
只要不放棄,幸福總在不遠處"

如果能用傻傻的正面的角度看待所有的改變
理解跟自己不同的聲音
如果要想像的話就來想像開心的結果吧
努力,激烈的爭吵也可以用笑容來面對
不想忘記這些握取幸福的信念

因為是pessimistic,所以要更努力的optimistic
還有很多不懂的地方真對不起了!!
以後也會好好加油的

(繼續閱讀...) ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/8618085.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/8618085.html ├ 出会い Wed, 01 Apr 2009 17:04:33 +0800
說得好!!!!



今日的塔羅牌占卜
倒吊人 - 犧牲 (逆位)
----塔羅牌義
一個被倒吊的男子沉靜，並無痛苦之意。可見他抱有自的犧牲的精神。在這一牌的故事背後，牌中的男子最後是被救的，也就是說，這牌子背後更深的意思是得到回報。但是注意一點，牌中的男子不是為了回也不知道會有回報。
----愛情運勢
沒有了往日的智慧，在愛情中鑽了牛角尖。已經分手的你，卻對舊情人無法放手，苦苦掙紮企圖挽回這段戀情。

.......好準...... ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/8606413.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/8606413.html ├ 出会い Mon, 30 Mar 2009 12:56:40 +0800 http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/8000451.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/8000451.html ├ 出会い Fri, 02 Jan 2009 13:31:10 +0800 http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7896351.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7896351.html ├ 出会い Fri, 19 Dec 2008 18:22:09 +0800 吐氣

我就是會忌妒
有什麼辦法
我也知道這很小孩子氣
是很不成熟的做法
但我就是對自己不滿意嘛
才會忌妒

已經想盡辦法制止了
有進步歸進步
還是會

哎呀呀
就是沒辦法那麼完美
完美到底是好是壞
試著完美你說有距離
試著不完美你說小孩子氣
我想不是我天生不是你的茶
就是我的揀人準則有問題



(繼續閱讀...) ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7833535.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7833535.html ├ 出会い Fri, 12 Dec 2008 09:51:26 +0800 i was yearning for sth
and that become bad....
too much expectation bring more disappointment
i care too much, and it makes me feel sad
i feel jealous, that is bad, that means i care, and maybe too much

TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF THE REST OF MY LIFE

the second day of the sunshine blvd.
it becomes worse
i'm a disappointment
the voice is winding around in my head
i get upset
i can't sleep well
i wanna cry but i dont wanna cry
i dont want to see anyone
i lost my energy

EVERYONE IS DISAPPOINTING, THE MORE YOU KNOW SOMEONE

today is the third day(officially)
i lost my energy
finally i took a nap in the afternoon for couple of hrs
i want to go there but a voice says NO
be cool be calm
be you and do the thing that is really what you want, not for anyone else
i stay at room
it was quite
i did some study, not much
i was keeping hoping someone could speak for me, announce my sadness
anyways
it solved in the way i want
i got a great time
before dinner, at the dinner, after dinner
well....i dont want to care anymore
i get jealous again just minuets ago
i should feel lucky, not sad or jealous
i dont get man, i dont get girls either
maybe i just consider too much
maybe there is nothing going on

i have to build up my muscle
physically, emotionally
build up the strength to facing the pressure, to hold on the determination, steady my affection

]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7715091.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7715091.html ├ 出会い Wed, 26 Nov 2008 15:03:40 +0800 忌妒是愚蠢的,跟別人沒有關,單純是你對自己感到不夠好
如果你夠相信自己,也許就不會忌妒
說到這回事的時候
我正是很容易忌妒的時候
雖然不是為了你,是為別的人

(繼續閱讀...) ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7624917.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7624917.html ├ 出会い Tue, 18 Nov 2008 15:48:30 +0800 不是個人
不是個好朋友
不是個女人

正在學習改變

帶給別人快樂
不是帶給別人麻煩跟不適

ok, i made mistake, MISTAKESSSS
from now on i have to be an adult.

why i have to hate myself once per month? shit ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7467459.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7467459.html ├ 出会い Wed, 29 Oct 2008 16:08:34 +0800 today i went back
i didn't do to much, maybe a little bit less than i can
i'm glad anyway
it is not really happy, a little bit painful to accept the truth
but it is good to know it
and im calm

i realize those are officially in the past
it doesn't hurt any feelings
it just you cant make it back
it is kinda sad that u can see i'm losing it, maybe they do
but they are fine with that, and i need to, too

just honest about myself
i'm sorry, and i hate to use this word "the thing is"
the thing is, i can't
there are some really important reason that i have to hide my real feeling

i'm tired
and frustrating because i cant make things as the way i want
i can't please anyone
even i try hard, sometimes i try harder, it goes wrong....


(繼續閱讀...) ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7352917.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7352917.html ├ 出会い Fri, 10 Oct 2008 14:39:24 +0800 He said I am hot chocolate.
maybe I am
but that is too sweet for most of the people

that is true.
I saw people drink milktea, ice tea, latte, expresso, water....
but only few, really few people drink hot chocolate
i'm one of them
I choose hot choco most of the time when i can (i can't because i need to diet)

if I'm hot choco, what about others?
I prefer to be alcohol or something else more popular....

モナ is hot milk (my favorite), sometime with some cinnamon on it (sometimes very strong and pungent)
パミラ is orange juice, it is like sunshine, and always healthy. it is always good for u.
フランク right now, is water. amazingly, is water.. i don't know why. maybe it is something best for u, but you are not sure do u like it, in my case, can i have it.
カナコ , tricky...... kanako is like mocha with a little bit milk, you will like her elegant, and it takes time to taste it, when you can really get the taste, you will appreciate it.
ミラン, i'm not sure about hers yet, it is like milk but with water. cool milk with water.... i see. lowfat milk....lol. maybe. but i'm not sure about that yet.
ブラク absolutely alcohol, more like wine, i guest. but not yet a good wine. it is a temptation, but you are not sure it is good for u. or it will even hurts you. but the temptation is really hard to resist.
ジャク i'm not sure yet either, right now is ginger soda, it seems good, seems weird, seems good for u. but you are not sure you want it. or maybe you don't want it.
ヅイグ i think is sweet sweet black tea, i drink it time to time, but not really the favorite. but you can always have a good time with it. and i'm sure a lot people love it.
マリ is like coffee milk, which i think i like it, but i'm not sure what is inside the drink. i don't know it yet. i think i like it, or i'm trying to make myself like it....i don't know yet..
チナ is soda, without bubbles.....that i would still wanna to drink it. sometimes, i prefer old soda than fresh soda.
ムラク is the cutest guy i never meet, so he is.......sweet ice green tea. i use to drink that everyday. and i really like it. it is good for u, sweet enough, gentle enough, light enough.
ジョゴ is coke, right now, i still have no idea what is inside of the coke, something you don't wanna know, maybe....or you don't care.... just drink it once a while, that's enough.
エンチョ is cocktail? she is beautiful and tasty, not yet fine wine, but attractive.
ブラン is stupid drink, kind but stupid in love. what kind of drink it is? i like him a lot, but i would say he is an old tea, it is blur, and when u drink it. it is really bitter and bad, but somehow you know it is good and kind drink....

so when you drink too much friendship. you get drunk! ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7324929.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7324929.html ├ 出会い Tue, 07 Oct 2008 14:58:20 +0800 never log in my msn
that's a common sense of my friends
but now i'm waiting for my friend to log in their msn....
ok, I changed.
maybe because i'm lonely
maybe because i'm selfish
and I feel really upset when I didn't see my friends on MSN
I feel ache in my heart when I can't see or talk to the people I want to meet everyday.

yeah....I changed
from selfish to selfish
from cold to clinging

I was 100% Miss tight, now maybe I'm Miss loose....
I'm sorry, my friends, you're always willing to tolerate me.
I don't know how can you do that....
It is so unfair for you........ ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7249225.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7249225.html ├ 出会い Sat, 27 Sep 2008 06:30:52 +0800 你可以看到我不再在意日記的文法
不在意讀起來順不順口
有沒有感覺
為什麼我不能把我的感情消化掉
用簡單又漂亮的文字帶過就好呢??
太多emotional
太想表現
大概吧

今天很可怕
先不說可怕的部份

我乖乖起床了
真的起床了
不小心把房門鎖起來,對不起,那個想從外面開門叫jiyong的女孩
是我鎖的


(繼續閱讀...) ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7158045.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7158045.html ├ 出会い Thu, 11 Sep 2008 13:53:48 +0800 25元的伯朗藍山咖啡對國中生來說好像很大人
事實上我在催眠自己接受它
事實上這有什麼好喝的

第一次覺得咖啡好喝是因為還有比它更苦的東西
我喝的是我的emotion
從那之後就乖乖喝咖啡了
因為原來咖啡是甜的

第二次覺得咖啡好喝
是無數又無數的練習後
黑咖啡已經不是什麼成年人喝的東西
只是一個能入口的飲料
當時不加牛奶跟糖的咖啡,反而是一個讓人安心的標準
之後我又喝了很多次又甜又順口的咖啡
但就像水一樣平常

那一次覺得咖啡好喝
是嘗到久違的標準
是嘗到共享喜好的喜悅
我又再一次喝著我的emotion

這一次,第三次覺得咖啡好喝
完全不是因為它真的好喝
加了代糖,用whipped cream代替牛奶的咖啡
沒什麼特別好喝的
要仔細說,如果拿走我的情緒
它只是一個有著奇怪甜味,但一點也不甜,奶油還算順口但卡洛里很高,幸好不酸的東西
但我完全喝不到這些東西
我只喝到分享,喜悅跟任性
小奸小詐,自以為是等等可以掩蓋理性的東西

但我就是無法把emotion 跟 rational 分開
事實上我喜歡把他們混在一起
看能有多混亂
事實上我比較喜歡喝牛奶 ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7156051.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7156051.html ├ 出会い Thu, 11 Sep 2008 12:26:05 +0800 晚餐是草莓鮪魚blue cheese沙拉
這還是我第一次在美國自己準備食物

昨晚大概是我第一次放肆自己任性
做了所有本來都會想三次以上還會糾葛的決定
死纏著我最愛的人們
死纏著美好的回憶
讓任性干擾別人
即使讓對方討厭自己,還是繼續撒嬌跟忽視

昨天我的第一個回憶是
手上拿著兩杯加了whipped cream的americano
酒精跟Americano,大概是我在這邊最喜歡的兩個飲料
兩個都是因為心裡因素,完全非為口感

走在路上不自覺的開心
當時我才發覺,我在開心,真的很開心
不是因為耍了小奸小詐得逞(事實上是有一點)
只是因為可以光明正大的開心而開心
因為是真的,沒有假裝,沒有防備,沒有計畫.除了開心沒什麼想做的
這是我對昨天最清晰的第一個回憶


(繼續閱讀...) ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7156235.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7156235.html ├ 出会い Thu, 11 Sep 2008 12:08:52 +0800 OH....這是個很長的故事

我們是兩個emotional, stupid, fat girls
所有將要發生在我周圍的事,都會有預警告訴我
而所有她正在想的事,都會發生

我們喜歡上同類危險的男孩
兩個單純而且不想犯錯的女孩
兩個都想收手但是總是越陷越深的女孩
兩個都想相信花花公子可能實際上還是個好男孩
兩個都知道這只是夢想
兩個都還是想相信
兩個遇到同樣情境的女孩
當然感情會好

還有很多可以談

有時候我稍稍不了解她
有時候我稍稍忌妒她
大部份時候我依賴她
偶而,非常偶而她依賴我
我想我會很想她
不確定在我離開後我們還會多常連絡
不知道她會不會喜歡上她的新室友就像喜歡我
不知道她能不能拆開她新室友的面具,或是那個所有人早都猜透的心機
我希望她不喜歡她
呵呵

但無論如何
我們是兩個非常幸運遇到對方
非常幸運住在這邊
非常幸運的喜歡對方的一對笨室友 ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7080963.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/7080963.html ├ 出会い Sun, 31 Aug 2008 23:37:26 +0800 從喜歡黑色變成試著勇敢的說喜歡白色
這是個進步,我想
第二次,我知道勇敢跟誠實比以往的自己更好更重要
誠實,勇敢,自由
成為新的目標
這也是個進步,big one,我想.
第三次.
我想戒掉我最愛的熱牛奶
想原諒我一輩子也不應該原諒的事
強烈不安的第六感跟瞎了的雙眼
直到發現
比我傻的女孩,竟然身邊多得是
而我也一度想要矇住眼睛"我不在乎,跟她們一樣也行"
女孩們,真是傻了

而留到最後
那些一開始看起來帶著尖銳眼神而難以馬上接近的女孩
才是在戰場最後站得最穩毫髮無傷的
一開始好像很難接近
事實上
剩下還能站在滿地遍體鱗傷戰場的我們
最後的眼神交換
才了解你的小堅持是那麼的聰明

silly girl i am
silly girls they are
別再笨下去了 ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/6645963.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/6645963.html ├ 出会い Sun, 03 Aug 2008 13:37:26 +0800

這是這次應徵文案工作作品集的插圖
為什麼我這麼喜歡畫手呢??
手, 還有笑臉
隨手畫的紙上絕對是一堆笑臉
(生活中很缺乏嗎?)(笑)

高中之後都是很生硬的在做作品
為了有作品而製作
而不是因為想創作之後才產生了作品
這種心態不是很好
但不知為何不知覺就變成這樣
說不定在之前也是這樣
說不定我一開始就對創作只有想法很熱情, 行動則不是
這樣心態下產生的作品是不是會怪怪的
可能少了fire吧

有問題就坦率的提出來, 想做的就去挑戰, 嚴格遵守日程期限
很重要的一句話 ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/5581551.html http://blog.roodo.com/swing/archives/5581551.html ├ 出会い Sat, 23 Feb 2008 05:15:10 +0800