SWING RAN!! ラジオ

"明天我們就會開始走不同的路
一起苦腦,一起歡笑,一起痛哭的日子
全部留在心中
我們又啟程了"

"外向人格,樂觀,社交技巧強,自尊
與幸福有正相關
主觀幸福的研究顯示
人們能適應自己的處境,適應處境的改變,用新的角度評價所發生的事
同樣是通往幸福的一條路
研究顯示
追求幸福永遠有希望
即使生活的際遇如何
挫折頻頻降臨
困難重重也好
先天不足或後天坎坷
只要不放棄,幸福總在不遠處"

如果能用傻傻的正面的角度看待所有的改變
理解跟自己不同的聲音
如果要想像的話就來想像開心的結果吧
努力,激烈的爭吵也可以用笑容來面對
不想忘記這些握取幸福的信念

因為是pessimistic,所以要更努力的optimistic
還有很多不懂的地方真對不起了!!
以後也會好好加油的

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北京女作家赵赵的《动什么，别动感情》里的话说：有些女人总是觉得自己与众不同，她也不想想，人家大风大浪里闯过来的，凭什么偏在你这小河沟里翻了船？

說得好!!!!



今日的塔羅牌占卜
倒吊人 - 犧牲 (逆位)
----塔羅牌義
一個被倒吊的男子沉靜，並無痛苦之意。可見他抱有自的犧牲的精神。在這一牌的故事背後，牌中的男子最後是被救的，也就是說，這牌子背後更深的意思是得到回報。但是注意一點，牌中的男子不是為了回也不知道會有回報。
----愛情運勢
沒有了往日的智慧，在愛情中鑽了牛角尖。已經分手的你，卻對舊情人無法放手，苦苦掙紮企圖挽回這段戀情。

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深呼吸
吐氣

我就是會忌妒
有什麼辦法
我也知道這很小孩子氣
是很不成熟的做法
但我就是對自己不滿意嘛
才會忌妒

已經想盡辦法制止了
有進步歸進步
還是會

哎呀呀
就是沒辦法那麼完美
完美到底是好是壞
試著完美你說有距離
試著不完美你說小孩子氣
我想不是我天生不是你的茶
就是我的揀人準則有問題



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the first day back here was soso
i was yearning for sth
and that become bad....
too much expectation bring more disappointment
i care too much, and it makes me feel sad
i feel jealous, that is bad, that means i care, and maybe too much

TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF THE REST OF MY LIFE

the second day of the sunshine blvd.
it becomes worse
i'm a disappointment
the voice is winding around in my head
i get upset
i can't sleep well
i wanna cry but i dont wanna cry
i dont want to see anyone
i lost my energy

EVERYONE IS DISAPPOINTING, THE MORE YOU KNOW SOMEONE

today is the third day(officially)
i lost my energy
finally i took a nap in the afternoon for couple of hrs
i want to go there but a voice says NO
be cool be calm
be you and do the thing that is really what you want, not for anyone else
i stay at room
it was quite
i did some study, not much
i was keeping hoping someone could speak for me, announce my sadness
anyways
it solved in the way i want
i got a great time
before dinner, at the dinner, after dinner
well....i dont want to care anymore
i get jealous again just minuets ago
i should feel lucky, not sad or jealous
i dont get man, i dont get girls either
maybe i just consider too much
maybe there is nothing going on

i have to build up my muscle
physically, emotionally
build up the strength to facing the pressure, to hold on the determination, steady my affection

我們談過這回事
忌妒是愚蠢的,跟別人沒有關,單純是你對自己感到不夠好
如果你夠相信自己,也許就不會忌妒
說到這回事的時候
我正是很容易忌妒的時候
雖然不是為了你,是為別的人

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我是個愛猜疑的混蛋
不是個人
不是個好朋友
不是個女人

正在學習改變

帶給別人快樂
不是帶給別人麻煩跟不適

ok, i made mistake, MISTAKESSSS
from now on i have to be an adult.

why i have to hate myself once per month? shit

before i go back, i already know things are changed
today i went back
i didn't do to much, maybe a little bit less than i can
i'm glad anyway
it is not really happy, a little bit painful to accept the truth
but it is good to know it
and im calm

i realize those are officially in the past
it doesn't hurt any feelings
it just you cant make it back
it is kinda sad that u can see i'm losing it, maybe they do
but they are fine with that, and i need to, too

just honest about myself
i'm sorry, and i hate to use this word "the thing is"
the thing is, i can't
there are some really important reason that i have to hide my real feeling

i'm tired
and frustrating because i cant make things as the way i want
i can't please anyone
even i try hard, sometimes i try harder, it goes wrong....


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We were talking about what kind of drink I am
He said I am hot chocolate.
maybe I am
but that is too sweet for most of the people

that is true.
I saw people drink milktea, ice tea, latte, expresso, water....
but only few, really few people drink hot chocolate
i'm one of them
I choose hot choco most of the time when i can (i can't because i need to diet)

if I'm hot choco, what about others?
I prefer to be alcohol or something else more popular....

モナ is hot milk (my favorite), sometime with some cinnamon on it (sometimes very strong and pungent)
パミラ is orange juice, it is like sunshine, and always healthy. it is always good for u.
フランク right now, is water. amazingly, is water.. i don't know why. maybe it is something best for u, but you are not sure do u like it, in my case, can i have it.
カナコ , tricky...... kanako is like mocha with a little bit milk, you will like her elegant, and it takes time to taste it, when you can really get the taste, you will appreciate it.
ミラン, i'm not sure about hers yet, it is like milk but with water. cool milk with water.... i see. lowfat milk....lol. maybe. but i'm not sure about that yet.
ブラク absolutely alcohol, more like wine, i guest. but not yet a good wine. it is a temptation, but you are not sure it is good for u. or it will even hurts you. but the temptation is really hard to resist.
ジャク i'm not sure yet either, right now is ginger soda, it seems good, seems weird, seems good for u. but you are not sure you want it. or maybe you don't want it.
ヅイグ i think is sweet sweet black tea, i drink it time to time, but not really the favorite. but you can always have a good time with it. and i'm sure a lot people love it.
マリ is like coffee milk, which i think i like it, but i'm not sure what is inside the drink. i don't know it yet. i think i like it, or i'm trying to make myself like it....i don't know yet..
チナ is soda, without bubbles.....that i would still wanna to drink it. sometimes, i prefer old soda than fresh soda.
ムラク is the cutest guy i never meet, so he is.......sweet ice green tea. i use to drink that everyday. and i really like it. it is good for u, sweet enough, gentle enough, light enough.
ジョゴ is coke, right now, i still have no idea what is inside of the coke, something you don't wanna know, maybe....or you don't care.... just drink it once a while, that's enough.
エンチョ is cocktail? she is beautiful and tasty, not yet fine wine, but attractive.
ブラン is stupid drink, kind but stupid in love. what kind of drink it is? i like him a lot, but i would say he is an old tea, it is blur, and when u drink it. it is really bitter and bad, but somehow you know it is good and kind drink....

so when you drink too much friendship. you get drunk!