{SWING}

i can stop being jealous, which is good
i only feel jealous when she throw herself to him and he didnt reject
but i feel better now

after the talk to mari, my mind become clear
because i dont feel confuse anymore, so i can see this relationship more clearer
which is nice....

anyways, i think i found the way out

today we went to market to shop for dinner
i like that
i can observe his behavior and to understand those in my way
which is good

last night we talked a lot
about his girlfriend and the situation about our friends
i learned a lot
i dont know if it is culture different
but he is really more mature than us, all of us

i like the time when i can see things clear
it makes things easier
it makes my feeling easier to approach the right way

i had a great day today
even i drank too much
but everything is fine, i didint care things or him too much than i should
it makes everything better
i just had a great time with them
and i can even more focus on the study
which is good.........
which is good