Watching out the English

最近瀕臨發瘋邊緣，每天會半夜突然睜開眼後再也無法入眠，用昏沈去感覺太陽升起，然後沮喪，沮喪難熬的一天又要開始，不知道該怎麼辦。很虛弱的拖著時間過去，每一秒都很緩慢，每一秒都要耗盡很大的力氣過掉。我會攤在椅子上，想事情，然後任眼淚流下...

我看書尋求安慰，先是百年孤寂，後來是watching the English，然後在疲憊之中入睡。接著，我用音樂尋求安慰，先是佛經，再來聽莫札特的魔笛，然後是coldplay，朋友推薦我以下的歌曲：

It's really touching...我覺得被安慰到了。尤其是那句Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson。



Mad World
Gary Jules (cover of Tears for Fears)

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Mad world


Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Mad World
Enlarging your world
Mad World.

youtube 上找到的MV也很棒