http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/cat_202615.html zh-tw Roodo Blog System All Rights Reserved i don't know why that i am in such a bad mood!!!!!!!!!! (繼續閱讀...); ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/8013833.html http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/8013833.html 別問我PRIVATE Sat, 03 Jan 2009 18:11:32 +0800 作什麼事都提不起勁來
腰又閃到
真是背到家了..... ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/7802205.html http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/7802205.html 別問我PRIVATE Tue, 09 Dec 2008 15:53:15 +0800 who can answer me???

i just want him to die!

i don't dislike him at all, i hate him to death! ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/7268795.html http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/7268795.html 別問我PRIVATE Tue, 30 Sep 2008 19:59:53 +0800 誠如標題世上自以為是的井底之蛙真的是不少

話說那天我又跑去audition
我是不知那位導演到底是受了他所謂的學院派多少的荼毒
對不了解我的學習背景就披頭一句
如果我今天跟你說你學的都是不好的你可以接受嗎?
就字面上來看
就我和他完全不熟的交情看
這答案不是很明顯嗎?
這是存心給我難看嗎?
我當時也很毛
但是還是很委婉的說
演戲技巧沒有所謂的對與錯
只要大家的共同目標是一致的
我不會去管別人用的技巧是好或不好
當時真的很想反問他一句
你知道我學的是什麼嗎??

後來在冗長的言談之中
發現他很喜歡反對我說的想法
但是在之後的言詞卻常常出現自打嘴巴的情況
所以講到很後來
我發現他對演戲的要求原來基本上是和我一樣的
這不禁讓我好奇那他在演戲學校所學的到底是什麼讓他這麼厭恨
更何況他字字珠璣氣盛凌人的講出他對演戲的要求和認知
在他說來是非常與眾不同且高標準的
在我聽來卻是演戲的最根本的要求
一點都不需要這樣大放厥詞
因為這樣只會讓我覺得你不懂演技
而且就像小孩子義正言辭的說
地球是圓的!!!

再來是所謂的體能操練
他說是為了提高演員的專注力
我很懷疑當演員被操的很累時還有專注力可言嗎?
這不禁讓我很想當場笑出來
這很像是所謂的學校體罰
我不禁啞然但又忍不住問了一句
有效嗎?
雖然我近視
但是我可以感覺到 the very first 0.01秒他是愕然的
我真的不禁要感嘆真的是環境不同啊~
在紐約人才濟濟的地方
能爭取到一個角色是多麼不容易
除了珍惜就是拼了命也要演好
如果你不行很有可能就被換掉了
他們根本沒時間跟你耗
每一個來了就是要ready的
該做的演員功課你就必須要自己做好
對於導演這項措施
不知是用心良苦還是沒有人才無計可施之下的決定啊~

深深覺得導演有崇高的理想
但就像是小學課本上的一句話
理直氣壯
雖然我好不容易遇到對戲劇有相同看法的人
但是他的態度實在是讓我卻步啊
真的很想叫他去國外闖一闖
也許會把這種焰氣磨掉一些
但也有可能結果是回來焰氣高三倍................
]]> http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/5872069.html http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/5872069.html 別問我PRIVATE Wed, 16 Apr 2008 22:48:57 +0800 認識快十年了
但我現在快要不想認他是我的好友

我真的搞不懂
他每一次跟我見面（自從畢業後）
都會對我的穿著身材或身上配件品頭論足一般
然後我這個不懂回嘴的笨蛋每次就逆來順受
久而久之他就養成習慣
直接在大家面前毫不保留的直接批評
然後又把它當成是開玩笑一般
反正他認為其他的同學都愛開玩笑
所以無傷大雅
一次二次三次我都算了
但當我發現他把這個玩笑當成理所當然甚至變成惡意蓄意
就開始讓我吃不消了

出國前的每一次見面酸溜溜的話我不太記得了
但我回國後
我就可記得清清楚楚
第一次見面
“哇！你怎麼瘦了！比出國前還瘦！“
當我正在想幾年沒見他終於對我好一點時
他馬上接著一句
“瘦到連胸部都不見了！“
當場三條線
當時心裡還想吐他回去說
“是喔！我不是在你心目中從來都是一個沒胸部的女人嗎？“
然後聊天聊一聊聊到皮包
我就說我現在變得好愛買包包
他就用鄙夷的眼神看著我的包包說
“是喔？這也不是真皮的“
我一時也不懂他為何這麼說所以也接不上話
我同學在一旁就說
“哎呦！包包好用就好！“
他才改口說“啊，也是啦！“

第二次見面奇蹟似的相安無事

正當我放下心時

今天第三次見面
打從我一來
他就一直打量我的穿著
每站起來去廁所一次
他就一直看
我當作沒看到
聊天到一半
他拿起我的包包把玩
看起來很感興趣
問我在哪買的
我說在家附近
打折時買的
那時還跟另外一個包包買的
另外一個更好看
因為好像是有牌的
所以有點貴
他就接著說
“有牌的喔？！在哪在哪？我要看牌子！“
一邊說一邊把我的包包內外每個內裡都翻遍
我說
“不是這個啦！是另外一個！“

又回家時
我們聊到流行
我說我對流行都沒概念
他就說
“對呀！看你今天的穿著就知道！“
當時身旁的朋友就笑說你怎麼那麼壞
我走在最前面當作沒聽到
當時真想說
“你終於忍不住啦！還想說你今天怎麼對我那麼好，一句話也沒批評！ㄘㄟ！“

回家實在忍不住跟老公抱怨
結果我那豬頭老公
又是本著先內省的態度說
你一定以前得罪過他！
把我氣個半死回他說
我下次幫你問他好不好
我老公竟說
對呀！直接問他呀！既然是好朋友就問個清楚呀！
我說那豈不是就撕破臉了嗎？
他說總比這樣回家生悶氣好吧
想想好像也對說

這下到蠻期待下次見面的說 ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/5833203.html http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/5833203.html 別問我PRIVATE Tue, 08 Apr 2008 22:56:17 +0800 今天上完singing class, i just wanted to cry. i didn't have that kind of feeling in other classes. i think that's because this class is really good. everyone is so friendly and nice and every class key student will bring some candy, and we will sit there and listening to the classmates singing, that feeling is just so good. today, one of our classmates even brought a cake which made by herself and the others brought truffles and cookies. Ah~ it was just so nice~~~~ i am gonna miss this class sooooooooo much... and i promised my teacher that i will keep singing. yap, i really will do so. after this class, i gain so much confidence about my voice and i really love to sing~~~~
ok, 正式進入主題了！其實這一篇是想記錄一條路。一條不管刮風下雨，不管烈日大雪我都會通往的路，它就是到達HB Studio的路。我大概沒有機會再走這一條路了。想當初第一次時，被greenwich曲曲折折的路搞得七昏八素時，一對gay couple好心的告訴我到底bank st在哪。我才找到，那時就想說天啊！從捷運到學校要這麼遠喔～～可是現在已經走習慣了，而且千里迢迢來這裡就是為了這地方，當然再遠也要給它走下去囉～～

來！這是我下車的站 (繼續閱讀...); ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/4710537.html http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/4710537.html 別問我PRIVATE Sat, 22 Dec 2007 23:56:55 +0800
but

today, i was chatting with my another partner. 竟然讓我知道那個死老頭子竟然說我生氣他是因為 he is making money!!!!!!!! so i was upset about that!!!!!

OH!!!! MY GOD!!!!!為什麼有人這麼忝不知恥！！！！！！i don't give a shit about his extra work. if you are really good, then, get a part not a extra or background!!!! he is more pathetic than i thought.
on that day, i didn't understand a word he was saying because he always is murmuring. so i didn't pay any attention to what he said, and i was thinking he was so 不知羞恥, i was just hoping he could stop. meanwhile, teacher was telling he to stop, and he was just going on and on. in the end, teacher said, : i am bagging you to stop!" and everyone was laughing. then, he stop.

i told my partner if i heard that sentence, i would shout at him! gosh! i didn't know that at all. 虧我下課時想說事情結束了就算了，還對他笑了一下！真是他媽的！他最好不要明天給我出現在課堂上！！！賤人一個！！！真是不要臉！只會找藉口批哩趴拉說一堆來推卸責任為什麼自己演不好！還好我同學和老師都是聰明人，他講這樣只是自羞其辱！！

真是氣死老娘我了！！！！

第二次跟他rehearsal時，就想說不要演了，因為我實在太氣他了，我根本沒辦法進入那個scene，後來想說不行我絕對不能半途而廢，我要being professional, 馬的！他不知他是好狗運，分到一個這麼好的scene，要不是因為我想要演那個scene，我早就不幹了！他完全沒有概念他第一個partner也是因為受不了他才不演的。馬的！遇到我算你好狗運！！！別以為最後一次老師稱讚我們，你就以為自己可以演戲了！憑你那豬腦袋還有什麼都怪別人的心態永遠也搞不懂什麼叫演戲！！

真是他媽的想把這死老頭的全名寫上來！！！！ ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/4671645.html http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/4671645.html 別問我PRIVATE Tue, 18 Dec 2007 06:38:47 +0800 my brain is going to blow
i want to throw my head to the wall
i want to use my fist hit the wall
the furious air is fulling my chest and it will explode when it couldn't go on anymore ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/2368582.html http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/2368582.html 別問我PRIVATE Thu, 26 Oct 2006 09:25:26 +0800 how does he feed so much such great thought into his brain?
god! i love him! ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/2000960.html http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/2000960.html 別問我PRIVATE Fri, 11 Aug 2006 04:42:58 +0800 everytime after her class, i become like this.
why does she always treat me so mean??????
i don't want to take it personal either, but i really notice that she won't be so mean to others.
why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?

i can't stand it anymore. i think it is the last time. i don't want to go to her class anymore.
i know i am not working hard enough, but i really hate that feeling which is the other students think i make her angry or they feel sorry for me!!!!!! ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/1858475.html http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/1858475.html 別問我PRIVATE Fri, 07 Jul 2006 06:10:01 +0800 The fact is actually, I am so afraid let Michael see my works. His eyes are so sharp. He can tell what your problem which people couldn't see is. However, he always encourage everybody. That's why even though you seldom get his compliment, people still love him, and you would like to win his compliment. Then, you will work harder and harder.

I am so happy that he is not gay~~ ( no offence, my dear friends ) ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/1715475.html http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/1715475.html 別問我PRIVATE Tue, 06 Jun 2006 09:00:46 +0800 It is useless bring this question.

Everytime after Susan's classes, I always feel soooooooo frustrateed. Lacking of vocabularies is really my big problem. Even though I understand what they are talking about, but I couldn't response them immediately. Besides, the culture is a big problem too.
Some American are really stupid. This girl only knows asking how how how instend of to think about or listen to other people's opioions. Gosh, just becasue I am a Asia girl, they think I am stupid!! You guys, don't fawn on me when I am successed!!!!

However, now, I really start worrying about the big challenge which is in front of me........ ]]> http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/1715357.html http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/1715357.html 別問我PRIVATE Tue, 06 Jun 2006 07:39:02 +0800 遲到不說對不起，做錯不說對不起，更爛的是他還以為是我的錯！！！！！
SUCK!SUCK!SUCK!SUCK!SUCK!SUCK!SUCK!
還一副自以為自己是好好先生的說下次來我家吃飯，你真的很棒之類的話。很抱歉，我不是那種甜言蜜語就可以把事情全拋在腦後的人。尤其是你把我整個work都給搞砸了！！！！！別以為自己會說話就可一手遮天，像你這種人，走到哪裡問題都會存在，遇到我算你好命，誰有耐性跟脾氣跟你這樣磨！真是馬的！幹！問我什麼情況會用中國的粗話罵人是嗎？就是這種情況！幹！幹！幹！幹！幹！幹！幹！幹！罵再多都難消我心頭之沮喪和憤怒！！！下次誰再叫我跟你一組，我一定當場拒絕，別把我惹毛，惹毛我，我是不會給你留情面的！
]]> http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/1703881.html http://blog.roodo.com/straycat/archives/1703881.html 別問我PRIVATE Sat, 03 Jun 2006 20:50:45 +0800