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我今天才知道Mayonaise是蛋黃醬的意思，不過蛋黃醬又是什麼啊!?

Smashing Pumpkins雖然解散很久了，不過他們一直以來就是我很喜愛一個團，1979也一直以來是我的主題曲，不只是因為剛好是我出生的年代，這首歌也是我第一次上台表演的歌曲。最近從CD櫃裡面又拿出Siamese Dream出來，說到這張大家應該都會想到Today或是Disarm，不過這張我最喜歡的反倒是Mayonaise這首在比較後段的歌曲，就跟Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness這張經典的專輯，我比較喜歡CD2的後段歌曲一樣。我還記得第一次仔細聆聽Mayonaise這首歌的感覺，一種哀愁的預感，它不是一首讓你會嚎啕大哭的歌曲，而是眼淚在眼眶邊緣呼之欲出的感受。

P.S. 我的梅輪犬失蹤了，誰借走了，請各位幫忙協尋!!

Mayonaise by Smashing Pumpkins

Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it
Doomed
Pick your pockets full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow
June

We'll try and ease the pain
But somehow we'll feel the same
Well, no one knows
Where our secrets go

I send a heart to all my dearies
When your life is so, so dreary
Dream
I'm rumored to the straight and narrow
While the harlots of my perils
Scream

And I fail
But when I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will

Mother weep the years I'm missing
All our time can't be given
Back
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
That cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling
So bad

When I can, I will
Words defy the plan
When I can, I will

Fool enough to almost be it
And cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this
Always old, I'll always feel this

No more promise no more sorrow
No longer will I follow
Can anybody hear me
I just want to be me
When I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will