SPUTNIK IN SPUTNIK

昨天等到一個小時三十分額外得到的醒言…

之但係，做甚麼行動？如何行動？要一個怎樣的行動？

仍茫無頭緒中。

生日日，躲在病房內十小時腦子空白一片，完全不想思索…

同b106就快說再見了，我竟然覺得不捨得…

於是不自覺地想拖慢用完的時間…

我跟tonic gold，果然一直緊緊相連…

在事情未完全搞清楚之前，不敢向壞的方面想，怕把負能量帶了進去。

對自己說要堅強，要樂觀，事情臨到時才擔憂吧。

並且，會比以前更加珍惜以後的每一段時光。

今日看到這一段…

在愛和靜心的道路上，半調子的作法會在你裡面製造出很多混亂，它們是不能夠有所幫助的……但是，要求別人的幫助是有違自己的自我，所以你會試圖去妥協，然 而這個妥協將會變得更危險，它會使你變得更混亂，因為來自混亂的東西將會製造出更多的混亂。所以，要試著去了解，為什麼你會渴望妥協。遲早你將能夠了解， 妥協並不能夠有所幫助。妥協或許只是意味著兩個方向都不去，或者它只是在壓抑你的混亂。到了最後，它還是會浮現。永遠不要壓抑任何事情，要對你的情況很清楚。如果你很混亂，那麼你就要記住，你是混亂的。這是關於現在的你最清楚的一件事：你是混亂的。當你知道你是混亂的，你就已經踏上了正確的旅程。

b106
...This transmutation of bitterness (of experiences of the past towards the sweetness of spirit) overcomes the conditioned patterns, loosening the bars of conditioning towards a perspective of the wisdom that lies within.

...Ratziel is also an Archangel of personal empowerment; helping us where we have held back from situations and circumstances when we might have stepped forward. Ratziel empowers us to do the right thing, to be able to express what is necessary, to take up our role as part of the solution rather than be contributing inadvertently to the problem. It is true to say that dealing with the karmic seeds of the past is to be able to overcome or transmute those seeds into something more positive, which is a consequence of the quality we bring in the moment to whatever we do; to be present to the wonder of the moment and not lose ourselves.

Walnut
...is the remedy to help to protect against outside influences in general, and against the effects of change in particular.

Walnut types are people who are fulfilling their purpose in life but who under the influence of the opinions, theories or beliefs of others, or of external circumstances in general, may be led to doubt their path. They are not like Cerato people, who actively seek out the opinions of others, but instead may be affected almost despite themselves.

As a remedy against the effects of change, Walnut is useful at all the transitions of life, from being born to teething to going to school to puberty to marriage to childbearing to retirement and beyond. It helps to break links with the past so that the person can move forward with confidence and without undue suffering.

早陣子收到的 horoscope，有點長，不過於各人都適用。

最近身體都不太差，但也中了其中的一項…所以也開始反省了…

果然要對自己負責啊～

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When our body, mind, and spirit are in balance, we experience good health. But sometimes we get caught up in life's parade of change and movement, and things get out of balance. Just as there are seasons in nature, our bodies go through times of cleansing and times of activity. Illness is one way our bodies restore the balance they seek, as it cleanses the buildup of unwanted manifestations of negative energy in our system. When we are not feeling our best, we can go beyond addressing the physical symptoms to listen to our bodies as they tell us the changes needed to restore balance.

Our bodies give us signals, but if we don't listen when they tell us that they are tired or stressed, then the imbalance increases and a stronger message is required, one that is generally expressed by illness or dis-ease. The first step to regaining equilibrium involves slowing down, eating healthy food, getting more rest, and taking soothing remedies. Once we have nurtured ourselves with these things, we can begin examine our illness for the message. A heavy head may be a sign that we have been thinking negatively, harboring anger, resentment, or guilt. A sore throat may be telling us we have been speaking without integrity-gossip, insults, twisting the truth, or even speaking ill of ourselves, all of which can knock us off balance. A sore throat and swollen glands can also mean you are cleansing and processing some powerful emotions at present. Stomach problems could mean that we are having trouble accepting or "digesting" something. Only you have the knowledge of your th! oughts and choices that will allow you to decipher the messages from your body. All it takes is time and attention.

When we take the time to listen to our bodies we can learn how to restore our balance and improve our lives. By honoring the messages of our bodies, we can turn a time of illness into a constructive time of restoration, healing, and revitalization.

MJ 贏了全世界人類的心，
卻失去了體諒自己的心的能力，
失去了接受自己的能力。

對這兩天不斷聽到他很多觸動人心的歌曲。
忽然想，他真的很孤獨，很寂寞。

因為他就是最想被了解，被明白的一位。
每一首歌說的不是別人，而是他自己…

今天有個小教訓，後來阿蛇幫我搞定了。

把它握在手中的時候，忽然想，自己明明都不想受這些煩，也不學懂將心比己，還要讓它幫我播毒…

辛苦了，我今次明白了啦～

一開始的時候我發現自己在墓穴。我以為自己已經死了。

可是我漸漸醒來，手腳還有知覺，雖然因為久沒運動而感到麻痺。

腦袋還有思想，知道自己被埋在深土下。

心還有感覺，有很想破土而出的慾望。

於是我努力的掙扎往上爬，沙石很多，擦得我雙手都是血。

流得我滿身都是汗。汗中還夾雜著淚水，都分不清。

我很想離開，縱然不知墓穴外會是怎樣的光景。

第一次，感覺到自己有血有淚，活生生的。

用盡了全身的力量哭過以後，到現在仍有餘悸。

但，卻仍未哭到最底…

斷了線，要怎樣才能再連結？