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The Postal Service - Suddenly Everything Has Changed

Putting all the vegetables away
That you bought at the grocery store today.
And it goes fast, you think of the past.

Suddenly everything has changed.

Driving home the sky accelerates.
And the clouds all form a geometric shape.
And it goes fast, you think of the past.

Suddenly everything has changed.

Putting all the clothes you washed away,
As you're folding up the shirts you hesitate.
Then it goes fast, you think of the past.

Suddenly everything has changed.



專輯名稱取的太好，Give Up，正是我這陣子滿常有的態度。
我什麼都不太想做，腦袋還是轉的飛快，脾氣也在爆炸狀態，老是睡不好，根本不只是因為我想太多，我想的還不夠多，我能記住的也不夠多。在世界還持續轉動的時候記住我有多愛你。

我只想一直看著他打鼓，可以讓我好好彈琴的鼓。
我只想靜靜的不用說話，不需要和社會進行溝通。
為什麼不讓我享有沉默？為什麼我需要說出所有？

Suddenly Everything Has Changed其實是Flaming Lips的歌，被Benjamin Gibbard重新唱過變成截然不同的感覺，早時我沒有特別注意到底歌詞在說什麼，純粹是因為歌名的關係才又拉回了我的注意力。原來聽這首歌我已經聽了一年多了？

在一瞬間感覺到幻滅或是絕望，那種硬生生被往下拉扯的絕望，看不見底。

你又不愛我，說這麼多幹麻？早就是個秋天了。