CONFESSIONS

vaguely know
that it's time to renounce the world

consciously realize
that the decision may look wrong and stupid and packed with regrets
yet is in truth a gutty move
blooming from the core of being
moving through the dense and intense jungles of desires
into the zone of light
where in the beginning all may seem fuzzy and blurry
yet it's simply due to the ever closed eyes

do know
that renouncement comes by itself
no one can summon it over
i didn't