October 20,2009
up and down days....
I think I am the one should make a decision now. date :2009/10/22
I am asking you how I can help you more... Your replying is so your style...
If we really meet in Nov. , that will be our first and last trip .... You do not give any commitment ; and you are so protecting her what I got it is hurting feeling once and once.
And I feel myself become a evil , become the third person , become one of your pressure...
I do not like myself like this... lost my happiness too.. Do you know that ? Do you care ?
You may a bit that is why you try to keep in touch via emails... Try to come up chat room to say hi ....
This is what I see ....
So I think I am the one should make a decision....
Thanks for giving this cherish time and memory .... I will keep it until death...
You take good care of yourself...
One day we may have a chance to see each other in somewhere then let us say hi to each other...
I am asking you how I can help you more... Your replying is so your style...
If we really meet in Nov. , that will be our first and last trip .... You do not give any commitment ; and you are so protecting her what I got it is hurting feeling once and once.
And I feel myself become a evil , become the third person , become one of your pressure...
I do not like myself like this... lost my happiness too.. Do you know that ? Do you care ?
You may a bit that is why you try to keep in touch via emails... Try to come up chat room to say hi ....
This is what I see ....
So I think I am the one should make a decision....
Thanks for giving this cherish time and memory .... I will keep it until death...
You take good care of yourself...
One day we may have a chance to see each other in somewhere then let us say hi to each other...
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