旅人

When I think you two are going to have vacation together , I just do not feel comfortable .....
What a jerk of me!! You two are couples ,that is so natural to do it...
I do not admit I am the third person , cause I am not ...

I cannot help anything even be a listener cause you do not say it, I can do nothing to make the green card thing to finish quicker , I do not know what it is the best way to support cause you do not say it .
I feel myself going to become the third pressure to you soon ; the job pressure I cannot help ... The marriage pressure you would not listen my advice. This whole feeling I feel I am so helpless.
And I start to worry your physical health , your mental health... How can you handle these pressures?

I have been thinking will it the best support be the silence supporter meaning we should not chat cause it takes your sleeping time , it takes your energy ... when you do not have enough sleeping or rest ... it may cause a lot of risky issues like when you work in the plant it may dangerous.. when you drive it may dangerous...it may easy to get sick... so if we do not chat then you would have more sleeping time ,more resting time ...
No matter what kind of love ...Love is free.... Love is unselfish...Love brings joyfulness.... Love brings sunshine...
Does she know all about your pressures, or this helping thing brings you a lot of unexpecting things ? If she knows , what will she do ? Saying Thanks , Sorry... or asking why you cannot accept her totally ? Or she would cease this ?
Yes... you would not take my advice to tell her about your pain and pressure.
And I really cannot see you are suffering like this...
So would you think it may be a good idea I help you this way let me be a silence supporter?
Cause this is the best solution I can think of ? You can gain more time to sleep and rest; and forcus on job and marriage only.

You will have smile on your face and sweet in the mind when you think of me any time cause I am supporting you every mins.

How do you think ?