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This is the date , it should be memorable !!!!!!!!!!!!
This is the date , he told me he is going to help her means he is going to get marry.
For a week , I lost my mind even I tried to be normal but I knew I am not.
I did cry, I did angry , I did quiet ,I did pray --- I do not believe this is the decision he would do.
Until this moment , I do not know how he make this decision I think I am nobody in his mind even he told me I am his lover.
And I told him I do not hate or mad at him . NO , I did not and I could not; Fool of me ,right ???????????? This is the love , I know but the love hurts me end up ............... I only can seek GOD to heal me , to give me comfort ............
So I am doing pray more than before cause I believe this event is the blessing to all of us.

I decided to stop contact any more, cause I do not want to be the third person in this relationship.
It is unfair to everyone , also I will hate myself.

What a ironic thing,right !!! Auntie Mei Lian just told me my wedding is coming two days ago before his email, I quitted to ask GOD why ! I still believe in GOD has his plan. I do not have timeline , I do not know how God is going to do it.That is the reason I only can do pray. More Pray every day.

How am I now ? To be hnest, most of time I am ok. When I have negative thoughs ,I praise to Lord , or said Haliluya!! In spirital , I believe in we will be togehter cause this is the vision from GOD to me. Also,it will lead me to reply on Him firmly. In the reality, my friends will call this is miracle then they will believe in God. To him, I do hope he can get rid of darkness life and have a happy life.

Let me pray and wait His time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!