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晚上和寶貝吃飯 (真是大滿足:))!!)
八點準時喊卡
攔八點十五分的垃圾車 並趕場九點的電影

(well，我不會很白目的寫出劇情)
電影開始
前三章還算平順
我蠻喜歡歐洲電影這種說故事的方式
I know he (director) was taking us to some place , slowly
and he was dealing with a subject which is 真實但很難處理
要很專心 深怕分心會進不去導演塑造的空間
但隔壁兩個女生一直唏唏嗦嗦 我實在忍不住暗示她們閉嘴
劇情走到了第四章
全場變的鴉雀無聲
一般來說 我喜歡自己去看這類型的電影
but at that moment, 我真希望旁邊有個認識的人
想到待會要一個人走回捷運站 實在有點毛骨悚然
It was So Unpleasant...坐立難安...
心裡想，我真是神經病一個人這麼晚跑來看這種電影...

Like other movies he has made
AntiChrist, 同樣是部血淋淋的電影(I dont mean bloody here. I mean it is very true and uncovered)
但這部，我實在沒有很喜歡。too bloody and too fancy
(挑嘴的觀眾: 今年衝著導演進戲院看的電影，即使都是好看的電影，但都沒有bomb的感覺...回想上一部讓我真的印象很深的電影，竟然是兩年前看的"倒數第二個男朋友")
It reminds me a lot of "戰慄遊戲"裡的凱西貝茲, which I like very much
不過著重的點顯然不大一樣。
我不曉得這種歇斯底里、瘋狂的角色，是不是一定得設定為女性
But for human nature deep inside, man or woman, 或許他說的沒錯。

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回程路上
遇到兩個不知哪裡來的觀光客情侶
操著有點鼈腳的國語
"請問雙連站怎麼走?"
"妳們要去坐捷運嗎?" 雙連我不會走，但中山站我知道
"我們才剛從中山站過來。想要去士林"
雞同鴨講了一會兒 原來他們打算"走路"去士林站
"走路? 很遠耶...可能要走一個小時吧，或至少四十分鐘..." 我說
"沒關係"
"這條路走到底是中山北路，一直往右應該可以走到士林" 應該吧?

謝過我，她們就手牽手開開心心的出發
我還真有點羨慕 真是對具冒險精神的情侶啊!
走路是一件愉快的事 晚上走路更是別有fee
以前 我和朋友也是這樣晚晚的走來看電影 看完再走去吃宵夜
現在想起來 還真是段愜意的時光~

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"This Is It" is a great entertainment to me
如果要分別陪栗子頭、寶貝、childream，加一加我得看五次
我並不介意多看幾次
But what stops me doing this is... 那一天，我忍不住問自己:
Should I support this movie that much?

Yes, I support this movie, because it is very touching, and it's Michaeling
But I don't want to be exposed to it too much
因為 在被光彩炫目的舞台表演震攝，被一個偉大藝人精神感召，在充滿著愛與美的同時
很容易會忘記一個殘酷且醜陋的事實
that he was probably being murdered. (I wrote probably, because the truth is not yet clear now, and it may be never clear oneday. Perhaps it's just an accident, perhaps he actually tried to kill himself that way. No matter what, 人們選擇相信他們想相信的, that is no doubt true.)
不僅僅是這個，還有許多這世界上ongoing的damage
感動完，就忘了
人是健忘的。我們大多選擇看好的那面，畢竟life sometimes is too hard to take
Yet it truly exist on this earth.
I believe in positive. I believe we have to look on the bright side, the positive side.
But I also believe that, we people, should spend more time on reflection. and make it action.