梅岡寄情

I’ve just made a decision by my intuition since it’s so difficult to judge from appearance which is sometimes deceiving. Yet, hopefully, a girl can always trust in her instinct.

I am considering of stepping on a different path now. Wish me luck!

One can hardly sees through the others. Everyone else is transformed via perceptions and illusions in one’s world. (I really begin to wonder if I can fully understand the others.)

"Love and passion are not immortal. Only loneliness lasts forever."

有的時候保持距離才是一種溫柔…。

I've walked out of the room.

Two of my friends are leaving next week. We held a farewell party for them today, having wonderful time together. Yet, I was kind of depressed. The sweeter I feel when I am with them, the more sorrowful I’ll be while saying goodbye.

Mr. A sent me a sweet letter today. He quoted a sentence from A Room of One's Own, by Virginia Wolf. “I thought how unpleasant it is to be locked out; and I thought how it is worse, perhaps, to be locked in.” I used to be locked out of someone’s heart and I am locked in my own world now.

Since today is Mouse birthday, it is really a tough day for me. Yet, thanks to his considerate suggestions in the email. I was enlightened that I should walk out of the prison of yearning and embrace the past.

Hopefully, I can make it within two years this time.

以祝福的心情代替思念。

細數天上的飛鳥，
屏氣凝神地聆聽湖水打上岸的痧痧聲響。
靜靜地蹲坐在華登湖畔的我，
默默地弔念已經消逝的愛情。

誠摯地向過去的美好回憶說聲再見，
心中的寂寥與哀傷就讓大自然去擁抱吧！

“I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, to discover that I had not lived.” Walden by Henry David Thoreau