April 29,2005
allergic to exam
I have done poorly today in the Cantonese grammar exam! All I have written are total shit! I should really bang my head to the wall and be gone~~ ohhhh, what can i say? what can i do? why am I so concerned with the results? All because I just want to get away from my tasteless classmates, the colourless campus of CUHK, the discouraging learning, everything.....and go to exchange!! Damn it, I really want to go for exchange, then how come i can't have better results and less worries....
I am fighting to get out of this hell, this unfulfilling place. I am really trying hard.
Frustration and unhappiness only drag you down. I should not be so foolish to think that I won't be able to get good results.
My skin allergic worsens again. Try not to think about my allergic to exam, then maybe it won't hurt so much.