June 1,2006
BENJAMIN SMOKE
"i don't know what makes you do it.....i think i learn already just by being all dead?you don't ,you can't stop making the music part, it's like everytime you try to stop because you hate life, you hate everybody, you could hate yourself. then you can't stop becuase they don't work, either.."
"I think it's really unwise to talk about what a song is, or means, or does,which people love to do that, just like they want to know if you were killed instantly..."
有時候,或許更常時候,電影並不需要看太多,也用不著追趕什麼似地急於抓住過眼的每一幕,如果它不光只開眼界的一種生活娛樂,或許它更可以像顆藥丸在人的體內發揮其自身療效,我們因而能更神智清明地看見或聽見所謂人(生)的本質,於是嘗試去表述自我的聲音開始在腦子裡不停迴盪作響著,於是開始知道該怎麼走....
如果看一部片就能瀝出值得深思的好東西,那與其看十部各異其趣的片,不如同部片看十次。一直以為自己需要很多很多的東西與養分,但過份貪食的結果就是一堆痛苦的負擔,其實,不懂或難解的事物可能沒想像中披著多樣而複雜面貌,不過是抖落太多光影所折射出的表象。
