October 10,2007

夏天,再見

10月9日,週二。原本的晴空豔陽消失了。颱風雖已遠離,殘枝落葉仍不時在路肩排徊。妻在車內一邊調高空調溫度,一面提醒該準備小兒子的長袖衣服。車窗外,黃濁的新店溪恰與低沉、灰濛的烏雲呼應…。突然間,球季嘎然而止,而夏天,就此再見。

王建民季後賽二度登板,卻只投一局便下場。首打席即遭印地安人全壘打逆襲,再來是接連安打,打得台灣球迷不忍卒睹。熬戰四小時之後,比賽終了,洋基出局,球季結束,球迷,悵然若失。雖說「出來混的,總有一天要還」,想當初,看到球員歡喜開香檳進入季後賽、擊掌慶賀、興奮擁抱的激情,就得有被對手不留情面地淘汰的心理準備,一如政治人物風光上台之時,即應有黯然下台的盤算。只是,沒想到棒球竟是如此教人傷心。

棒球這玩意兒,本來就是令人傷心的設計。球季在萬物萌芽的春天開始,隨著炎炎夏日達到高潮,填滿每個午后及夜晚。然而,就在一陣淒冷的驟雨之後,球季結束,徒留你孤獨面對蕭瑟的秋天。你可以藉由棒球抓住青春,企圖留住暖陽與藍天的片片記憶,但是,當這些時光逐漸褪色、而你倚賴棒球日深之際,它卻一下子消逝無蹤。有文為證:

“The Green Fields of the Mind” by A. Bartlett Giamatti

It breaks your heart. It is designed to break your heart.
The game begins in the spring, when everything else begins again, and it blossoms in the summer, filling the afternoons and evenings, and then as soon as the chill rains come, it stops and leaves you to face the fall alone. You count on it, rely on it to buffer the passage of time, to keep the memory of sunshine and high skies alive, and then just when the days are all twilight, when you need it most, it stops. Today, October 2, a Sunday of rain and broken branches and leaf-clogged drains and slick streets, it stopped, and summer was gone. [註]


[註]本文靈感源至於K2的外野看球,A. Bartlett Giamatti是位棒球作家,上面僅節錄其中一段,原文詳見The Green Fields of the Mind。以下是我在「外野看球」的留言:

非常撫慰人心的文章,
突然間
一天陰霾的心情
也為之開朗。

如果,我們都有此領悟,
對於勝負─
我們,
便能泰然處之。

K2兄
我們還有LA NEW呀
別冷落台職
如果熊勝出
我們還有可以期待的
Konami Cup@

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原來全文是這樣啊
我還以為只有那一小段
Posted by k2 at October 15,2007 09:57

今年台灣球迷的球季應該是到亞錦賽吧!
還有1個多月 to extend my 2007 baseball season, happy lah!
Posted by penna at October 18,2007 14:30

球季當然還沒結束,LA NEW加油!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvAr5SfF2d0

至於由TVXS轉播、充斥中華隊或中華台北加油的亞錦賽,坦白講,penna兄,我似乎提不起興致。
Posted by johnny at October 18,2007 20:40

電視遙控器上有一個MUTE的按鈕可以用!
話說回來,球衣上是繡Chinese Taipei,真有點.....!
Posted by penna at October 19,2007 15:35