個人主義-雙重國籍-多樣人格

There is a YOU in my life.

I know this since the very beginning.

Of course I have been dreaming about YOU,
Of course I have been thinking about what it would be like to have that relationship,
A relationship with YOU.

I’ve heard about that relationship a lot, it sounds simple but seems like a mission impossible to me, Simply because I never ever have one.

I wonder what if YOU are with me since the very beginning?
Would my life be different?
Would my life be better?

How could I know?
Because I simply never ever have one.

I know YOU.
I know YOUr name.
I know where YOU live.
I know YOUr telephone number and we have met.

In fact we have lived together for one short year but we have never got any closer.
We are literally just like strangers.

YOU actually don’t know a bit of me and I doubt if I do about YOU.

I am grown up now and have my own life.

I am not sure if YOU know what I am doing and how I am doing.
Neither do I know what YOU are doing and how YOU are doing.

In a quarter of my life, I can be proud to say that I am doing very well even without YOU being with me since the very beginning.

In a quarter of my life, I hardly think of you and I never ever admit to anyone that I wish I could have you with me since the very beginning.

I am still wondering if my life would be different with YOU being here since the very beginning?

I am still wondering if my life would be better with YOU being here since the very beginning?

I never ever admit to anyone that I wish I could be held in YOUr arms.

I never ever admit to anyone that I wish YOU could pick me up from school when it is raining and when all my friends have got picked up by theirs.

I never ever admit to anyone that I wish YOU could be here with me in our wedding.

I never ever admit to anyone that I so want to have that relationship,
A relationship with mother,
A relationship I am so longing to have with YOU, my mother.