個人主義-雙重國籍-多樣人格

The waiting is dreadful. I never like the idea of waiting especially when my life depends on that final outcome which is in the control of somebody else’s hand. It is not that bad, actually but it is also true that after that phone call, my life could not be the same, at least for the following 2 years anyway.  

When there is a chance in life, if you think what you should not do, you will neve take the first step towards it. What we decide to do now is to think what we should do and what the impacts will be on our lives positively. As a young couple that are already financially secure, what could we possibly lose over this?  

It is only half and half chance that everything would go ahead according to plan. I have done my part so it is up to the other person to decide if I am the one for them. I am looking forward to the opportunity but in the other hand; I am incomprehensive about the whole situation. Although at the end, we are in the win-win situation.  

It is still an early day; I should really do some real work such as tiding up the house, doing some laundry, taking the dried cloth in etc but instead, I am siting in front of the computer writing these thoughts, which will soon become the Historical Moment regardless what the outcome might be at this stage.  

All the thoughts rush thought my mind, when I have no choice but to listen to them. Is it the right thing to do? Is it fair on him? What would happen then when we get there? Is it too much for him to take in? Finally will I have regrets if I turn it down when I am too old to go anywhere?  

I would and I never like to have regrets in my life. I would rather lose the battle than just give in without even trying so I am patiently waiting now. I am waiting to see what my fate will take us to.  

Note: The outcome is not as good as we have hoped. I still hate waiting but we know there is always hope next time. When the chances come, we will definitely try our best to grab it with both hands.