Rhapsody‧H.J

I don't know why ! Have any problem in my brain ? Why did me appear to look a coldherated guy ? I want to know what happen in my brain. When I saw the pretty woderful film, I couldn't feel it to toutch me deeply in my heart. I really want to touctch this feel. But I stil couln't get more motion from anytihing!
However, all friends around in my side, they always said '' hey ! u are totally a coldheated guy ! when u face anything and anyone, u have not any motion. I really hate and dislike to listen this. I know that my motion is different form others, when they saw the tragic movie, news , else ; they always cry for these poor human and things. Yes ! In my eyes and my heart, I know these all are poor and touch in my heart. Just my brain talk to me, Oh ! Just Oh ! . Hey ! I really really hate this feel. I want my brain can combine with my my heart ; not apart two area !
One day ! If I want to be a good creator for the work, I couldn't be a coldhearted guy. This mean that I konw, and I really want to feel and toutch anything by my heart not my brain. Besides, I really care all my friends; I just appear other function to care them. But don't want to image me in ur heart , I should to treat u like who ! I just a normal person. May I treat u very well, but when the life have change, people grow up! u and me all will chagne to treat anyone. But I want to say that. I am toally to treasue my family and my friends. Just I appear other way ! May I feel thing that is slow to toutch in my heart. But not mean I am a coldhearted guy ! Jusy my brain anf heart apart two area. And now I try to chang this case. Just don't say I am a bloodhearted guy