Dear my love,I had a very good sleep,today. In the dream we are very happy and we seems talking about what kinds of brunch should we eat? I say no matter what did u want to eat? I will do my best to finish it. You smile and hold on my hand softly. So sweet right? Suddenly, I wake no any reason that let me come back in the true live,and I cry and cry and still cry,like a kid unhelpfully. I know even I love you so much that you still choose to left me. and I can understand why until so many years ago, I guess just only God know how much more i miss you everyday?
I always remeber you ever tell me English is very inportant,before we broke up,no matter what find a nice work or travel,but I can't understand what is your really means as that time, After so many years ago, I can feel you are right so I start to learn English. I know it is late in this time, but I wish someday when I meet you any where. I can chat with you in English. For me this is my last wish to you.
I know my English is very poor, but I still study hard. when I play online game, I always choose the USA srever to play, playing online game the communicate is very inportant or I can't play successfully in the game.Do you know a online game named "Fly For Fun" the player always call it "FF" . I play this game too and for training my English communication so I connet to USA server to play. I am verylucky and I make a friend in that game, She give me her MSN and somtimes she will online, like today, we talk about the bird, Because her uncle saved the egg and he take it to her hope she can take care the egg until feed if, She only 14 years, I think this is her frist time to feed the egg. She dont have many knowledge of baby bird, Therefore,she ask me so many question about feed the egg,of couse I know much more than her but when I want to tell her how to do it,unexpectedly I can't show my really mind. So bad, that feeling is so bad,In the some while times I am realy anger myself why I dont believe your say. If as that time I study English well I think I would have another good live and maybe we will not break up as that time.
Anyway, I miss u ..................so many thing want to tell you but you are not around with me any more forever.
