galeer(嘎荔兒)的部落格

I can't deny what I've become
I'm just emotionally undone
I can't deny I can't be someone else

When I have tried to find the words
To describe this sense absurd
Try to resist my thoughts
But I can't lie

Oh I'm losing myself
My desire I can't have
No reason am I for

I can't divide or hide from me
I don't know who I'm meant to be
I guess it's just the person that I am

Often I've dreamt that I don't wait
Enjoy the gift of my mistake
But yet again I'm wrong, and I confess

Oh I'm losing myself
My desire I can't have
No reason am I for

Oh I'm losing myself
My desire I can't have
No reason am I for

我無法否認我已經變成什麼樣子
我只是內心難以平靜
我無法否認我不能成為另一個人

當我試著找尋話語
試著描述這種荒謬的感覺
試著抗拒我的思緒
但是，我不能說謊

我已經迷失自己
我不能擁有的慾望
沒有支持的理由

我無法自我分裂或隱藏
我不知道我能成為什麼
我猜我只能是現在的我

我常常夢見我不能等待的
自得其樂，享受錯誤
但再一次我錯了，我承認

我已經迷失自己
我不能擁有慾望
沒有支持的理由