What's wrong with a little destruction?

今天晚上窩在我姊房裡，趁她出國偷佔領她的電腦，用她的立體音響放著B&S的歌，
整個小小空間裡充滿了詩意優美的音樂，好舒服。

很想寫東西，很想畫東西，腦子很忙，身體卻很累。
手邊的東西太多了，最近的口頭禪不知不覺中成了「我好忙」。
連假日都在趕東西，做這做那的，腦子一刻不得閒。
好長一段過渡期，我已經快要不知道悠閒為何物了。

幸好今天晚上，Belle & Sebastian救了我。

Stuart，你知道你的聲音不止一次迷倒我嗎？
有點青澀的嗓音唱著年少情懷，真讓人難以招架。
那些年少的煩惱與惆悵已經不再環繞著我的生活，可是我還是愛聽這些故事。
閉上眼睛躺在床上聽他唱Judy and the Dream of Horses，
我可以想像自己是歌曲中愛作夢又很多煩惱的Judy。

這不是我想寫的B&S文，但是，今天就先這樣吧。
我好累，好想過得更悠閒一點啊。
好像多一點時間做自己想做的事，聽自己想聽的音樂。

來聽聽Mary Jo吧。出自Tigermilk專輯。


Mary Jo, sitting alone
Drinking tea, she just got home
She wants, I don't know what you want

Mary Jo, living alone
Drinking gin with the telly on
She wants

The night to follow day and back again
She doesn't want to sleep
Well who could blame her if she wants?
The night to follow day and back again
She doesn't want to sleep
Well who could blame her, if she sleeps?
Well who could blame her, if she sleeps?
Well who could blame her, if she's sleeping?

Mary Jo, back with yourself
For company, keep telling yourself you're young
It'll happen soon

Mary Jo, no one can see
What you've been through
Now you've got love to burn

It's someone else's turn to go through Hell
Now you can see them come from twenty yards
Yeah you can tell
It's someone else's turn to take a fall
And now you are the one who's strong enough to help them
The one who's strong enough to help them
The one who's strong enough to help them all

Mary Jo, you're looking thin
You're reading a book, "The State I Am In"
But oh, it doesn't help at all
What you want is a cigarette
And a thespian with a caravanette in Hull

Because life is never dull in your dreams
A pity that it never seems to work the way you see it
Life is never dull in your dreams
A sorry tale of action and the men you left for
Women, and the men you left for
Intrigue, and the men you left for dead