Ella's Notebook

這是人生美麗的時光. 努力於夢想與事業之間.
所有的與男人們之間的恩恩怨怨如今於我如小愛小恨.
只有在遇見可愛的藝術家們充滿創意的作品時, 我才能感覺到心靈上的滿足.
計劃一堆, 公事如麻, 可憐的Aki 任我摧殘.
因為我體力不夠, 凡事都要拜託他.
夢想很高很遠, 但有許多難關等待克服, 有夢的時刻, 最美. =)

終於，公司開張，一切如新！ 6月18日拜了財神爺，一切都有了個門面，找了一干人等來湊個熱鬧，也算是正式一番。原本打算為公司開個部落格，無奈太多繁瑣的事，只好拖著拖著，再回來老窩添個文章，感覺像稍做個紀錄，以免以後什麼都忘了。  

前陣子被一個老外跟老外的朋友嚇壞了，原來世界上真的有壞人，外表跟內在的差異豈止十萬八千里，對所有的是是非非感到無奈，希望自己未來還有勇氣相信別人，至少我還是我自己，單純而愚蠢如常，只願找回平常心。

生活翻了好幾轉，算是人生又成長了許多許多，感謝小林、Aki、Ada、Rachel 幾位被我大加干擾的朋友，以及許多長期以來陪伴著我的人們，因為有你們，我的夢想，還在繼續。  =)

為了滿足第一位準客戶的要求, 在小週末的夜晚仍需努力加班趕製所有作品的資料卡, 今天一直陪伴我的是窗外的城市風景. 

I've been too busy to leave anything meaningful on this blog. However, life still goes on. Keep busy and counting my days. =)

在辦公室裡耗掉一整個下午,
算算這兩天總共用電鑽在新租來的屋子牆上鑽了9 個洞. (房東不要心痛!)
幾張大畫因為沒有內框, 還在傷腦筋怎麼展開來.
為了幫每張畫拍照好多東西都要挪來挪去, 總之就是不停團團轉.

畫面中看到的兩張椅子買貴了,
我在內湖買單張2480, 今天晚上跟AKI到民生社區吃飯,
看到一間傢俱店出清特賣一張才1500, 真是...*%$#&%*....

忙亂過後, 畫面就呈現的亂有搞頭的囉!  =)

Tonight was the first time that Kassey, Tony and I had our meeting in my new office. This was also the first meeting of this office. Everything goes back on track again after this meeting. Well…now I know what I should focus on in the following days. =)

Giving up the chance to go to the meeting in China with Vincent allowed me to review my art business in more details. Sometimes I feel this is not a business, this is just for fun, for my silly, simple dream. But that's also what supports me to go on my life.

Whatever, it seems that my first client is coming soon. Cheers!

I experienced some turbulence in my own mind a few days ago. I fought with myself and I lost to myself, which has been a complex story. And that is why now I feel extremely tired both physically and mentally.

But my adventure is right there waiting for me. I have no time to be tired. I have to be strong and never give up. I am happy that I still know who I am. =)  

Thanks Aki. He has been tired out too for helping me on tons of things. Thanks are never enough. But now that is the only thing I can give to people.

The paintings on my hand recently comfort me very much. I know these visuals will be in my mind through the rest of my lifetime.

It was a very difficult decision to not stay in the same office with Lin in the future. And I have had too many difficult decisions like this for me to make recently, which has sort of confused me. Am I really the lady of my own destiny or I am just an instrument  for God to make things happen and amuse herself?

I lost 2 kilos running around with Ansuya over the past few days. I realized how tired I really was after she left. Now I have a sharper jaw line again and that is cool. But I'm starting missing her.   

However, since I have to catch up on a lot of scheduled activities for my own business and Vincent’s project, I actually don’t have much time to think about other things. I hope this is another good thing for me at this moment. Good to be stressed out in the daytime and sleep deep at nights. Keep going forward!  =)       

I met a lot of doogies recently. They are always cute!

I think I have been kind of repeating myself in this blog. I am writing on similar subjects such as how much I am grateful for people who help me and the progress that I have made on my business. However, those things are actually the  most important things happening in my life recently.

After the days of Lin sharing his space with me, I finally found my own office today. My new office is going to have big windows and lots of sunshine. My landlord is an interior designer, which makes the space more perfect and also moneywise. Thanks Aki, he is very supportive on this matter.

At the same time I got the signboard for my company done today. I feel solid about my own business now. Excellent!

Besides, I wanna thank Vincent who introduced me to a senior artist and Ada who made some important calls for me a few days ago. I really appreciate what people have done for me. God took some things away from me but gave me other amazing stuff instead.
My life is actually a surprise, and that is good!  =)

the artist's studio

* 小林的飛天小耳朵.  ^O^                                                      

Three paintings have been received and now sent to be framed. All my art books have been moved into the work place. Some great progress in my business has been made today, perfect.
  
I just realized how great my life is without any relationship troubles. Today has been a wonderful day! Cheers!   =)

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