In the past two weeks my friends and I have lingered in bars frequently and I liked watching people by doing so. However after these few days, we got something to worry about. 

The thing is: a young lady of us might have fallen into an unwise game from where we had been and that's what I didn’t really want to see the results. I felt sorry about what's going on for the moment, because with the right beginning I really thought she would be very strong and fine, even though there were obviously too many tricks around. In my heart, I murmured to her and said ‘Poor girl, soon you may get very old in heart like I once used to be.’ but in truth I'm simply confusing myself and don’t know what to say. .

I just realized: women are always women; no matter how sensual we have been, we can be still emotional and sensitive and that could make us sick. Yes, we are silly. And I can only tell myself that maybe it’s better to let her try. You will never know if you really like to be somebody unless you have once been that person. Take the risks, play the games, and eventually find the person who you are truly willing to be. Just remember to be always brave. That is what life’s all about.

Now I realize I am at a perfect age that's not too young neither too old. Mature enough to take the responsibilities of my own decisions and still childish enough to keep getting tripped up over adventures in life. And I know I will never get hurt that easily again, now I can even follow a trip to dance. So don’t be afraid to fail, my dear friend, in the worst and the best possible scenarios, you could be just like me, and by then you will know what perfect means.

BTW, honestly, people do look stupid in bars. That's beyond question.

]]> http://blog.roodo.com/ellacf/archives/1173826.html http://blog.roodo.com/ellacf/archives/1173826.html Party Party Sun, 26 Feb 2006 03:03:35 +0800 Thanks Ramon for his invitation to a great performance at Red Theatre last night. This was definitely something you shouldn't miss in Taipei. Bravo! A Moving Sound:

Later I went meet a gang of people at Carnegies. Happiness always doubles when we get together!

It seemed that I have finally started to bring these social engagements back into life. My brain was tangled with the scummy stuff, but now it's truly fun! ^.^

]]> http://blog.roodo.com/ellacf/archives/1138936.html http://blog.roodo.com/ellacf/archives/1138936.html Party Party Sat, 18 Feb 2006 10:21:26 +0800

'Good things come to those who celebrate' by Cameron Tuttle

Cant's get a date? - Celebrate your independence!
Can't find a job? - Celebrate your freedom!
Can't get a cab? - Celebrate your shoes and dance in the street!
Can't get any action? - Celebrate your vibrator!
Can't get anyone to take you seriously? - Celebrate your sense of humor!
Can't shake an old reputation? - Celebrate your rhythm section!
Can't fill your bra? - Celebrate and take it off!
Can't balance your checkbook? - Celebrate your creativity!
Can't lose weight? - Celebrate your big ole butt!          

Last night I got together with my wine tasting classmates. I love to meet them, but hope what we have between each other won't be just the fair-weather freindship. I've spent too much time on things like that.

When we tried our second run party to a night club, there happened to be a police raid going on. In the end we didn't get into it. There were more than 20 policemen entering the club. Never saw such a big troop! It's fun.

The paintings from our art gallery could be seen in
every restaurant that we went to with our bosses.

Photo by Merlin Bronques

I once came very close to the partygoers in this subterranean nightlife. Sometimes you feel they are arty and sometimes you feel they are purely piss artists. Anyway, I just don't fit and am out of it. It's still a funny world, though. =)