花 的 姿 態

I just think... maybe I don't belong to here
I don't meet insteresting people anymore
I haven't had interesting life anymore for one year
When we feel that we are not ourselves in work
I guess it's not good
If we have choice
We should never do that to ourselves
I've been confused for a long time
since the first day I started my first job
Some say that only naive people care about whether they can be their true selves in work
Work is work, work is what you do for a living, they say
It's been a big question on my mind for a very long time
And once in a while I ask myself again:
are you satisfied with your life now?
If not, usually I make a change soon
Coz to me,
life is what I'm experiencing now
I don't think too much about future usually
Coz I just don't, think future means to me much
After the long trip in Australia, I changed a little,
I start thinking doing something for my future,
like saving money, like doing a regular job
But today,
I'm confused again
Coz I had a good time tonight
And I haven't had this feeling for a long time
對我來說，活著不是一連串的每日每日每年
活著是那個一個片刻，我覺得活著真有趣那一刻
Maybe I'll feel it silly tmw when I read back this article...
but I...
I sometimes think so.