January 24,2010

必要的討厭

 就是這樣啊北鼻。

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標籤:撒小

January 8,2010

黎明之前夜最黑暗

 因為PY問我:"社大有個免費的認識樹木的課程,要不要去上?",我想到了妳來的那段時間,妳說妳摸了某些樹、聞了某些氣息、感受了某種溫度那件事。
 
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January 7,2010

是回憶?還是幻想? Chelsea Hotel#2


I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel,
you were talking so brave and so sweet,
giving me head on the unmade bed,
while the limousines wait in the street.
Those were the reasons and that was New York,
we were running for the money and the flesh.
And that was called love for the workers in song
probably still is for those of them left.

Ah but you got away, didn't you babe,
you just turned your back on the crowd,
you got away, I never once heard you say,
I need you, I don't need you,
I need you, I don't need you
and all of that jiving around.

I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel
you were famous, your heart was a legend.
You told me again you preferred handsome men
but for me you would make an exception.
And clenching your fist for the ones like us
who are oppressed by the figures of beauty,
you fixed yourself, you said, "Well never mind,
we are ugly but we have the music."

And then you got away, didn't you babe...

I don't mean to suggest that I loved you the best,
I can't keep track of each fallen robin.
I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel,
that's all, I don't even think of you that often.


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標籤:Chelsea Hotel#2, Leonard Cohen

be there

 
 當然那是他們的life, 只是看著(特別是這種黑白的)照片,還是會想:我也想在那兒,或者,至少也拍張像這樣的照片啊:P
 
 然後我不知道要講什麼了。
 
 :P

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標籤:avatar, life, 阿凡達

January 1,2010

09終日小記暨2010賀年

 很快,2010的第一天剩下一個小時左右就要過去了。

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December 30,2009

補充

「這就是最大的矛盾,因為我永遠不會成為我想要的那個自己。」
 
 一個人初次出國、到大阪京都10天自助旅行的勝彬,在度過了那第一夜後,寫下了那樣的感觸。
 
 然後我更加確定為什麼會喜歡阿凡達、而又為什麼在後面這幾天,一想到,就會心頭刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺刺的卻又無力逃開了。
 
因為我永遠不會成為我想要的那個自己。

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標籤: 阿凡達,補充

December 28,2009

be a better man-阿凡達

 如果說安室發了best fiction tour 藍光是讓我要買ps3的契機,看完麥可的this is it是讓我要搞一套家庭劇院的命運決勝點;那,看完阿凡達就嚷著說要買3D螢幕也是很合理的吧!(再這樣繼續累積下去到底能拓展多大的可能性呢?XDDD)

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December 22,2009

SO?

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 6,還不是臨界點,仍舊不上不下的。
 
 柴門文說:「行為越愚蠢,所感受到的景色也越是光輝燦爛。」
 
 那麼停在6的我,該往哪邊去呢?

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標籤:change, 感覺,

December 14,2009

預約一杯灌醉靈魂的酒

 
 如果一堆你喜歡的人就這麼活生生(?)聚在一起了,就算買最便宜的票坐在最遠最高最偏僻的地方,看著聽著感受著,我想還是會激動感動顫動得不可自已吧......
 
 或許,國家音樂廳不會是最適合的地方。
 
 沒有山谷傳來的連綿回應、沒有崖邊風颼颼吹拂的襯和、沒有藍天白雲海浪環繞、沒有一旁滿溢的助興酒香與被腳踏踩的草榨生的鮮嫩氣息......在假仙的場地當一個假仙的知性人到底是共襄盛舉還是侮辱?
 
 who knows?但不確定的、曖昧不明的臆測不也是踏上驗證熱情之路的一種契機?又或所謂的假仙在那個當下又會自然烏有,只留下赤裸裸的、醺醉的靈魂?
 
 答案,就在那裡等著。
 
 see you in 2010.(揮手)

December 1,2009

關於焦躁

 
 日本人的焦燥,是火上加火,華人的焦躁,則是在火上跳舞,到底,我們還是浪漫得多。(?)
 
 09年之末,12月之始,焦躁也不用找,似是必然而生的出現了。去回顧、去展望,大概都是不切實際,於是,面對現下的自己,「到底在幹什麼呢?」的疑問又不停的浮現再被不停的姑息壓箱鎖起忽略......多愁善感揪竟是在追尋自我還是自找麻煩呢?
 
 或許只是需要別人來說幾句:「嘿、你很努力了。」、「乖,順其自然吧~」......之類的而已。
 
 但那又變得,不是自己了。
 
 
 噗。