curiswang

Apparently work just got my ass really badly. It's all about work during week days. Every morning wake up, teeth brushing, change dress, and then work until like totally exhausted. Even that's the way life goes but somehow i'm kind of fine with that. Actually I think i'm very lucky with it as i got so many good chances to prove myself and learn whole lots of stuffs. I do feel stress sometimes and that makes me not feel so comfortable with my stomach. But I can feel that every time when i feel stress, it's also when I grow up because a bunch of things force me to stand still and move forward. As if I can't do that, then how can i lead the whole team to go through the project. I have to pretend i'm really good and confident and everything is all under my control even i feel frustrated and fear. That's definitely not something easy for me but what i have to do.

Anyway, i know things get tougher and tougher but I just deeply believe that i can make it. We'll see.