晨為拂曉．霧成山嵐

It happened on 22-Oct, Wednesday, took a day off at my office. Honestly, it's been quite a long time that I've not done this. Do what? To steal some time for doing something not related to job from the working hours, which is not professional at all. Usually, I'd like to practice my writing. Although my job actually is sort of realted to writing as we all know that there are all kinds of writing styles for sure. So far, I'm not quite sure about my own writing style, I'd say that. Anyway, that 'writing' I'm talking about is not for a pro writer, which I'm not qualified but just personal stuff.

10/22 禮拜三，自己在辦公室裡放了自己一天假。老實說，很久沒這麼做了，做什麼呢？偷了工作時間來做自己的事情囉，一整個不專業。通常，這麼做是拿來練寫作，即使我的工作本身就和寫作有點相關，但寫作也有各式各樣的，要能轉換自如者，才叫專業的寫手，而我，至今甚至找不到自己的寫作風格。那不是重點，重點是，這裡所謂的「寫作」，與專業作家沒啥關係，純粹只是個人的私事罷了。

Shall I explain again why I'm doing bilingual writing? I'd rather not. To tell the truth, I didn't write in my native but in English when I was practicing writng in working hours that day, that's also why it took me the whole day long. Even so, I didn't feel that I've writen all what I'd like to express. That made me wanna complain 24 hours a day seems too short for me. Furthermore, I felt so exhausted after I finally sent the long mail. The benefit is, I got a deep sleep that night, except to awake before the alarm clock rang next morning.

還要再一次重述雙語寫作的原因嗎？還是別了吧！事實上呢，那天偷閒來寫作時用的不是母語，而是英文，這也是為什麼那需要花上我一整天的時間。即便如此，仍然無法辭盡乎情，不禁又感到一天二十四小時是多麼的不夠呀！那樣的用力寫作，耗盡精神是必然的，一封落落長的信出去之後，有種虛脫的感覺，好處是，那晚超好睡的，除了又在鬧鐘響之前醒來外。

The memory is sweet, wonderful, and unforgettable. Even though we can't remember all the details, I'll try my best to keep it. Even though it contains some gray part, we can try to make it brighter. Even though the power of dark side may be like a black hole absorbs all my energy, I do not fear of falling only if you are there accompany with me. Just please listen to me, listen to your heart, AMORE MIO.

回憶是甜蜜的，是美好的，是難忘的。即使我們無法記得每一個細節，我仍努力緊緊抓住；即使它帶有灰色，我們可以試著改變它的亮度；即使陰暗的力量像是黑洞般的將我的能量都吸去了，只要你仍願意與我作伴，對於墜落，我一點也不怕。請聽聽我的聲音，請聽聽你的心，AMORE MIO.