晨為拂曉．霧成山嵐

In my mobile phone, I set the random mode on the playlist. So that I usually don't need particularly expect any song in the album 'All the Lost Souls' by James Blunt, which I'm listening almost everyday lately. What surprised me, my mobile phone didn't play 'Same Mistake' on my way to work this morning. And I think I'll take it as a good sign.

手機的播放清單選了「隨機播放」的模式，如此一來，我也就可以公平對待 James Blunt 那張最近幾乎每天聽的 All the Lost Soul 專輯裡任何一首歌（即使我當然有比較偏愛的幾首）。讓人訝異的是，今天早上的上班途中，Same Mistake 這首居然沒有被播放到！我想，就把它當成好預兆吧。

The other day, I was chatting with a friend who also likes 'Same Mistake' by James Blunt. And we both agree that it impressed us more while watching its MV on Youtube. This recalled me the first time I found this song, I just couldn't control my tears at all when I heard '... give me reason, but don't give me choice coz I'll just make the same mistake...' What a strong sentence I'd like to say! Afterward, I need to try harder to control the flood inside if I got a bit moody when I heard this song randomly playing again. Well, it's still a beautiful song even though it sounds hurt. Sometimes music would change our mood, but sometimes our mind would take the control back. That's why I think it's quite good for me that the playlist just skipped 'Same Mistake' this morning.

Well, does anybody know what I'm talking about?

那天，和朋友聊起 James Blunt 的這首 Same Mistake，我們一致認為配合上它的 MV 一起聽時會更有感覺。於是我回想起我第一次找到這首歌時，一聽到 '... give me reason, but don't give me choice coz I'll just make the same mistake...' 眼淚完全就失去控制。就那麼簡單的字句，竟然如此強大的力量！後來，每次只要遇上心情較低落又碰上隨機播放到這首歌時，就得非常努力的克制自己滿滿的情緒啊。但話又說回來，往往聽了讓人會覺得很痛的歌曲，總是美麗得讓人迷。有時候，音樂會改變我們的心情，但有時候自己的心境也是能拿回掌控權的。所以我說早上的播放清單跳過了 Same Mistake 這首歌，或許在冥冥之中早已有所安排……

有人知道我在說什麼嗎？