Oberwiesenfeld 上草原

無敵, "invincible" in Chinese is my nickname since I was a child.


Recently I see this chinese word frequently all over the place where I work.
It was used on DA and scheme of a brand that I support to build up hard.
It was shouted in so many meetings where I can only keep quiet.


I read this word again and again, day after day.
And I feel so sad.
I amlost forgot how to be invincible like I was used to be.
God! I feel so sad.


It should not be like this, in such situation I am.


I have struggled to keep back the tears.
Only when I get some warmth, I can escape from the fetters.
Many many thanks to my dear friends.
I feel stronger when you call me "invincible" like usual.
It's normal manner to us but for me it's powerful.


Today I pick a song from Muse.
It's just called "invincible".
Just like the lyrics from chorus says,


  And during the struggle
  They will pull us down
  Please, please let's use this chance to
  Turn things around
  And tonight we can truly say
  Together we're invincible


I wish I can make the hurt go away
and feel invincible again.