Cram School of Desperado

Retrieve

Passion, enthusiasm, and confidence, that all beautiful things and siprit once upon a time I had
was gone.

I walked a long way from desert to valley, to mount. and source of river,
To look for I used to be.
However, I took too many stuffs along the trip, one and another.
Never stop picking up.

Till recognized that I bore overload, and can't carry them to go far anymore.
Can not move rapidly, neither breath fluently.

Hearing sound from exhausted body and mind, “abandon all the litter you must be regardless of,
as well as let you be empty to retrieve something you resigned and lost. “

Boredom

Suddenly apart from bustling life,
like huge and swollen space with full of liquid,
which is abstracted in the tiny sudden.

That is an empty and void, emerge out of my daily life,
but not freedom.

What differences between those two,
are direction and regulation by myself.

I will expel boredom, just like expel insensible business,
from rest of my life.

I'd worked for newspaper for almost 2.5 years, but I tired of picking up the phone anytime, passing the news informations to my colleagues anywhere. I had my phone on for 24 hours a day, and turned off phone just about 30 mins totally in these years.

The most challenged part of my job is taste of news. My boss alsways has a reason that his taste of news must be correct, so that it could attract audience to read , and earn profits from ADs for our company. I never doubt those theories invented by my boss, and by the whole markets. What I doubt is "Can I do that? "

For this question, whatever the anwser is " yes " or " not " , it doesn't matter just for one reason, that I don't work there right now.

After quiting, the first thing I want to do is preparing IELTS and TOEIC exam. Because I have read English books for several years, but never tried to remember spelling of words, speaking the whole sentence, and writing an article. In ONE word, I treat English in a way of instrumentalism, not a view or glasses to see and understand the world.

Second, I am planning a tour to Yilan county. Although I knew that tourism is a process of " finding a horse according a painting, " it won't create something new , and extraordinary expriences. But I need to escape from a place where I well-known, and to talk or even flirt someone I ever and never recognized.

The third and also the less important thing will be blogging. Writing is always a good way to reflect upon your own thingking and felling, and also a exellent method to practise English. So my blogging articles will be more simple than ever before, but I will try harder to improve the depth of my blog, although it will be limited to my English writing skill.