午夜的天堂酒吧

有些事情是否真的就是命中注定？

年初有個朋友警告我說我今年會犯小人，要我小心點
所以平常沒習慣戴戒指的我也開始戴起尾戒
對於這種事情我也不算迷信，只是抱著「寧可信其有」的態度
反正戴尾戒這種事情也只是一個生活上一個小習慣的改變
不知道是尾戒真的發揮功效，還是我自己在處事上變得比較小心
跟主任的衝突也漸漸減少，一直維持相安無事的狀態
就在我以為「犯小人」似乎漸漸淡下來之後
沒想到真正大的才開始，我也正式被捲入辦公室的暴風眼當中


上個月另一個部門的主任在總公司的內部惡鬥中敗陣下來
從這個月開始就由另一位主任接手
這位新主任一上任就很不客氣，從外面拉進自己的班底
許多留下的同事們都感受到威脅，紛紛出走或另外尋求出路
其實本來整件事跟我完全關係都沒有，因為根本不是我這個部門的
沒想到那位新主任竟然要我過去幫忙，似乎想培植我當她的班底
其實她會問我實在讓我蠻驚訝的，因為很久以前我跟她就有過過節
ㄟ，基本上也不只我，她跟很多人都有過節
所以當她問我要不要過去時我還蠻驚訝的
雖然我百般不願意，不過畢竟她也算上司，我也不好拒絕
結果此舉惹毛了我原本的主任，她大概以為我自己爭取過去
加上我之前跟她之間所累積的嫌隙，我現在在她面前大概是黑到不行
更令我驚訝的是，後來我的主任的爪牙竟然故意裝熟跑來跟我八卦
結果八卦的內容竟然是說那位新來的主任曾經如何封殺我的升遷
讓我覺得莫名奇妙，完全不知道該相信誰
而且讓我覺得最嘔的是，整件事情我根本什麼也沒作
就被捲入兩邊鬥爭中的工具，或者說是犧牲品
我想這大概就是「犯小人」到極致的境界吧


今天特地跑到龍山寺拜拜，想說求個心安
順便抽籤問問我是不是該呆下來或是換工作
沒想到籤上說現在時機不對，要有耐心靜待貴人出面指引
說實在的我是很想信這個籤，不過只希望這個貴人能盡早出現
因為我真的不想參與這種辦公室內的政治惡鬥
更何況我完全是處於被呼來喚去的戰前小兵，隨時都有失足的危險


就點播Daniel Powter的Bad Day給自己吧
這首歌選自他2005年首張同名專輯，video拍的相當可愛
大概是我最近唯一看到會會心一笑的video吧
Daniel的嗓音也蠻特別的，感覺有點像是用假音在唱歌
不過還好他的嗓音不會讓人感到不舒服，反而有點少年憂鬱的感覺
希望我自己能夠儘早擺脫我的Bad Day！




Daniel Powter / Bad Day


Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on


You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on


Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day


Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on


You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day


(Oh.. Holiday..)


Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong


So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost


Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day


Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day



2005/09/20