July 29,2008
(tue)im on my way
還可以。
stanford很大很漂亮，但稍微單調了一點。主要建築物都是西班牙殖民時期風格，像是zorro電影裡的感覺(笑)。教堂的確很有特色，來美國看了那麼多教堂，總覺得每座教堂的感覺都不一樣。stanford的天氣比較像是LA，加上色調，很像在沙漠。規規矩矩的，一望無際的平坦，和berkeley那麼不同，難怪是死對頭(笑)。沒照什麼相，一方面是沒興致哪。一方面也是感覺不到對方的歡迎，如果真的不想，何必呢？會想說是不是自己麻煩了他們。
很糟糕的是竟然被搭訕......而且問的問題讓人很囧。有這種事情發生我就會到底是我有什麼問題嗎？讓人覺得我是可以被問這種問題的人嗎？真是令人挫折。
其實我心情不差，我也不是個不容易高興的人。大家都誤會了(笑)。只是不管高興或難過，我都盡量不讓自己在那樣的情緒中沉浸太久。令人高興的事情很多、令人難過的事情也很多。但事情總會過去，有更多是稍縱即逝。當讓你高興或難過的事情已經過去時，再讓自己留在那樣的情緒中總覺得有點不合理，所以要重新出發(笑)。maybe a little harsh, but that's wt i am.
似笑非笑的噙笑，最令人......
i think i really DO like this guy. but i can't be sure about the reason. is it because of the summer, or the country, or anything else. it's a way to see things clear, after all, i guess i AM that shallow. the thing is i couldn't imagine 2 people are that similar but can get along like this. i guess it's because he really has a nice personality. n the funny part is, most people can hv a great chat or relationship thru net, but when it comes to face-to-face moment, everything is awkward. we're just the opposite. i think either way is not gd. n im not expecting anything, anything at all. first of all, i still think im not yet gd enough for anyone. secondly, i know it must be wrong to view things this way, especially in this short of time. it's just a way for me to realize, something else. i guess. for i know, it's just the summer, it's just several weeks.
i dun need luv, right? i dun really need. this is just a moment of weakness. the path i hv to cross, to walk thru. uh...who really needs a relationship?uh...why can't i ever ask a question like that. can u take me to the napa valley......?
then again, i think i'll miss here, miss him. i like talking to him, sharing things. hope we can be friends then.
and wake up.
很糟糕的是竟然被搭訕......而且問的問題讓人很囧。有這種事情發生我就會到底是我有什麼問題嗎？讓人覺得我是可以被問這種問題的人嗎？真是令人挫折。
其實我心情不差，我也不是個不容易高興的人。大家都誤會了(笑)。只是不管高興或難過，我都盡量不讓自己在那樣的情緒中沉浸太久。令人高興的事情很多、令人難過的事情也很多。但事情總會過去，有更多是稍縱即逝。當讓你高興或難過的事情已經過去時，再讓自己留在那樣的情緒中總覺得有點不合理，所以要重新出發(笑)。maybe a little harsh, but that's wt i am.
似笑非笑的噙笑，最令人......
i think i really DO like this guy. but i can't be sure about the reason. is it because of the summer, or the country, or anything else. it's a way to see things clear, after all, i guess i AM that shallow. the thing is i couldn't imagine 2 people are that similar but can get along like this. i guess it's because he really has a nice personality. n the funny part is, most people can hv a great chat or relationship thru net, but when it comes to face-to-face moment, everything is awkward. we're just the opposite. i think either way is not gd. n im not expecting anything, anything at all. first of all, i still think im not yet gd enough for anyone. secondly, i know it must be wrong to view things this way, especially in this short of time. it's just a way for me to realize, something else. i guess. for i know, it's just the summer, it's just several weeks.
i dun need luv, right? i dun really need. this is just a moment of weakness. the path i hv to cross, to walk thru. uh...who really needs a relationship?uh...why can't i ever ask a question like that. can u take me to the napa valley......?
then again, i think i'll miss here, miss him. i like talking to him, sharing things. hope we can be friends then.
and wake up.
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