April 19,2005
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茫然
幻想
奚落敲打在玻璃上,叮叮咚咚。
嘴裡呼著熱氣形成一片薄霧,籠罩住窗外冰冷的藍灰色。
無人的街道與樓宇交疊成層層陰影,倒映在天藍色透明的瞳孔裡。暗淡的光輝透過厚實的雲層無精打采地閃爍著。
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濕溽的大氣,溫度計裡的水銀正緩緩地降低、降低…

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April 18,2005
...really!?
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never a philosopher yet believe to have more dead brain cells than average :p
therefore when i passed by this HP fandom blog ( for those who knows
what i'm talking about, it's a Harry x Draco slash ) and saw this quiz, i wanted
to be the cat killed by curiousity:
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never a philosopher yet believe to have more dead brain cells than average :p
therefore when i passed by this HP fandom blog ( for those who knows
what i'm talking about, it's a Harry x Draco slash ) and saw this quiz, i wanted
to be the cat killed by curiousity:
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another moring digest

i woke up several times last night with yoyo ma, and finally rolled off the bed at 4a.m.
as i heard a tink from my mailbox. i was immediately awake when i saw the title:
it's a list of zen; servied in the purpose to follow-up the last april fool. anyway i scrolled
down and this one jumps into my sight at first:
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ow.
i'm not conscience most of the time but i am soncisnce enough to say that...
and i'm honest about my memory-- orz.
doesn't matter the good, the exciting, the unpleasent, the outraged...
i remember most of them but i can never be the first person in a group
to remind everybody else such-and-such memories. overtimes i
discovered that it may be becuase i tend to see everything as cases;
when it's done then it's past--only go back and dig them out if there is
an occasion.
still, why would a clear conscience be a sign of bad memories?
April 17,2005
critical age of a 45-year-old woman
my f1rst (?) move in several mothes of wasted ink, paper and calories:
the seattle AIGA / FILTER sponserd Reality Check -- several good comments,
much remarkable recognition, and few potential job offers from local big
headquarters. i was only sad to find myself still missing the sun too much.
also, three and half years ago, part of the reasons was the rain, and i
can't afford living in temperature higher than 28c, plus i would die in
boredom if to stay at a place without a sea shore...northern cal is by far
the closest place that i have lived. i feel like nesting, and such thought
creeps me off.
我不是很清楚最近在猶豫什麼,也許太乾淨了。
April 16,2005
} mozart. requiem - dies irae.

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i'm losing my sincerity, puriness, virtue, or any other synonyms of innocence
oh, but i still believe that i'm a good girl, a nice person
...maybe just a little unfocused.




